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TanSzeXuanClaire.
17061997 Attatched to CharmaineYongSzeYa Loved by Caimei♥, Jessel, Charmaine, Fion, SweeKee, Jingmin, Shayne and a lot a lot:P currently studying in Zhenghua Sec Wants : freedom! My Sisters!♥ A simple life. Love me if not leave me and stop the hurt you're giving me(: love my friends as much as they love me. Love is like a rainbow , if a person and stay by ur side and love you , care for you and go through everything with you and accept wadever shit you gave that person.That person wil be the one there for you when you need someone the most and cherish that person because you will never know when that person is gonna leave you♥."
CharmaineYongSzeYah
Attatched to CharmaineYongSzeYah♥ 07041995 Anniversary on 7th. Married to her on 07062010♥ Whenever we have anything we dun wanna share or dun dare to share with others, we will turn to each other. We always have the trust in each other and understands each other's feelings well. We understand each other well and know why we do certain things in order not to get any hurt. We cherish each other, we will always lend a shoulder to each other
LimCaiMei
Baby Girl♥ 30061997 We always tell each other our deep dark secret to each other and keep those secrets well , we promise not to reveal anything out (: We always love each other and promise that we wun be apart no matter what happens(: We always confide into each other when you dun dare to tell others what we think . We always comment on each otehr when we think that we ain't doing the right thing . I love you♥
OliviaHauXinYun
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Came from this girl♥ 27051997 Serangoon Sec She gave birth to me,she always give me a big big scolding from her whenever i do smth wrong.. I always share my things with her . Although we ain't as close as last time but i still love her ,I will always cherish her , she treats me like her own♥ I will always lend a listening ear to her whenever she needs someone to turn to♥
ChuSweeKee
Sista(; 28021997 She's hyper, i knew her from the first day of sec sch, we share secrets and keep it to ourselves. We have fun together , we laugh together , we play together and had a lot fo our first times together . She's being loved by Jingminnie and me♥
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Saturday, March 26, 2011, 10:14 AM
It's hurts. Just that I kept everything within me.
 I hand the key of my heart to you, please dun lose this key, don't allow our love to be lost. This week was quite okay 'cause I did some of my homework, never kenna scolding so jialat uhh(: Good news is Weiguang and Rachael patched! Last longggggg uhh!(: Hmm, lost my sisters. Kinda painful yet have to accept. And, family wise, hmm, quarrels one after another. I need a break! Studies, I'm getting from bad to worse! ): I dunno how, I need someone to help me concentrate, I need someone to help me, FML! Why can't I be independent a little more! CLAIRE TAN! Can you like wake up and stop getting so emotional unstable?! )': Caimei, yeahh, we've drifted, a lot. I swear. Just hope we'll be better, take care. Charmainelaopo, thanks for being by my side. Thanks for every single thing you did for the sake of me. (: I love you(: Shayne, glad to be friends with you seriously. (: Rachael and Weiguang, last long uhh!(: QihannLaogong, you dun always have to pretend that you're strong. There's no need to prove that everything is alright when sometimes it isn't. You don't have to be concerned of what others think and say about you. Cry if you need to, it's better to cry everything out 'cause then, you'll be able to smile and I'll be able to seeyour sunny-like smile again. Seeing ur smile make me happy. I promise, I'll be by ur side, through all ur hard times and also, enjoy all those happy moments we have. No matter what happens, i'll always be here for the sake of you. You went overseas ystd and I even quarrelled with you. )': I feel so useless. I'm sorry, I'm too sensitive that I get jealous once you text girls. And even, you short reply me. I hope you'll put urself into my shoes. You get jealous when I text guys so I stopped, I short reply them. But, you seemed to take it for granted. You short reply me when you're texting girls. What is this seriously. I've been tolerating, but this is getting too far. When you're with me, we're really happy. But, when we're not together physically, you made me feel insecure. I'm so afraid one day you'll leave me and find me irritating and too 'sticky' 'cause I really gave up everything for you..I'm sorry, I'm useless. I love you.. I'm a senstive girl, I will know 'cause I can sense something isn't right when it isn't. I get jealous easily, I get hurt easily. I like somebody easily, I love someone wholeheartedly. All I get in the end was hurt and just hurt. I don't let go of things easily. I can say but I won't do it 'cause I'm softhearted. I don't like to be one, because I know I'll be cheated and hurt all over again. Sometimes, i wish some guys are different, a guy that will love me wholeheartedly, without flirting, a guy who treats me like his princess but I think no guys would like that... Labels: IloveyouNgQiHan Thursday, March 17, 2011, 9:15 PM
I didn't know I meant such little space in ur heart..
 I finally know how much you care, for me )': Today , went out for breakfast at Bangkit at 8, I wasn't able to wake up any earlier. Thanks ZoeyDearie and FeliciaSweetheart for pei-ing me to Bangkit for breakfast.(: Love die you all laa(: Teehees :P Went to Bpp to return Sweetheart's library book, reached there at around 10.30 , Library not open! We slack in the TOILET! teehees:P Ate ice-cream that brought from Mac and drip all over the place, behaving likea small little kid. Arrgghh. Teehees:P Then, went home with Dearie to chnge and take things for tuition, Caimei came! (: Teehees:P I walked to the LRT then I found out I forgot to bring my HANDPHONE, for the FIRST time! Sotong siah me! Accompanied her to Cck to make ur Ez-link 'cause she lost it weeks ago. But in the end, can't ): Aiyohhhh! Then ate KFC, full to the brim! Have a tough time walking :P No laa, lololol! Then went for tuition at 2 plus, didn't wanna go ): But , i dun wanna lie to my mummy and waste her money (: teehees, went to meet my laogong afterwards. Had funn!(: Ahh, i love you! (: But got scolded by papa 'cause he say i early morning jiu go out alrd ): Hais. Ate at Greenridge and now home(: CaimeiBaby, you're going malaysia tmrw and I'll sure miss you damn much ): Take care of urself and have fun(: love you(: QihannLaogong, Love you laa.. Although ur actions disappoint me super much but still, ILOVEYOU! Labels: Iloveyou(: Wednesday, March 16, 2011, 9:57 PM
Your love made me can't breathe (:
 I'll go crazy if you keep appearing in my mind, I need time for my own. Today, deardearr very meann! He say he want meet me in the mornig then he pangseh wo go play bball.): Pei-ed Jie and Ryan awhile. Pangseh-ed my dearest Caimei baby): Sorry! I know it's the second time this week ): Arrghh! Then deardearr came my house:P We went OMEGLE with Ryan! :P Teehees. So funn! Then Jiejie came home, wanted to go Fajar slack but in the end, play bball there!(: My deardearr satsat siol~ Heheh:P Then help say 'jiayou deardearr!' It helps! :P Kekeke. Then slack till 7.30, go home. Go ah gng house eat as usual. Then homed QihannLaogong, Arrghh, it've only been 3-4 hours and I'm missing you alrd. I know you're out with your friends. Hais ): I love you. A lot . CaimeiBaby, Must cheer UPUPUPUP! (: I dun wanna see my dearest unhappy ): Love you! CharmaineLaopo, I MISS YOU ): I'm a normal little girl who needs to be loved. I'm still a little girl that don't wanna be scolded and once I'm being scold, I'll cry like a small little kid. I'm emotional. I got a fragile heart that have been hurt by many people. People talk to me when they're sad, when they need someone, when they want someone to be there. I'm always here for them. When I know there's a lot of things happening to them, i dun dare to tell them because I'll never want them to worry for me. I'll just keep it to myself. I thought you'll be the one, who loves and care for me the most, but you proved everything wrong. Maybe, I dun understand you at all.. Labels: iloveyou.. Tuesday, March 15, 2011, 7:14 PM
I hope everything will be better.(:
 But I always know you'll care for me, always(: Woke up at 6 to reply deardearr's text(: Then 8, he called me, chatted for around 2hours before we ended the call, it have been so long since we talk on the phone so longgggg~ Teehees:P Then around 10 plus 11, deardearr and Weiguang came my house(: They come awhile, i jiu meet Rachael 'cause she went for supplymentary in sch(: 12, caimei text wo, i didn't see her text 'cause my phone was left charging!): Sorry.. ): Andand, Fion, sorry! He was angry just now, will make it up to you the next time uhh! Then went to Bpcc to bball with deardearr,Charmaine, Rachael, guangguang and jeremy(: Hahas, after that, they came my house(: Woolala~(: Had a fun day with you all(: Sorry uhh Steed! QihannLaogong, thanks for making my day happy(: I admit they're quarrels. But, we still got tgt in the end. I'll forever keep my promise, not to keep anything from you, to love you till the very end.(: Wo ai ni, veryveryvery muchhhieeee~ Thankyou for those little things you did for me, i really really appreciate it(: CharmaineLaopo && RachaelDaughterr, I'm sorry. ): Neglected you all a lot today, I'll make it up to you all the next meet-up, i promise(: RachaelDaughterr and WeiguangKorkor, giving in is the key, think over what steed have told you before. Last long! Thanks for making my day peeps (: Love you guys(: It's fate that let us know each other, it's fate that made us so close, it's fate that put us together. There are millions of guys out there, but when i look into ur eyes, I know you're the one. Out of this millions of guys, i chose you. Everything is fated, it's all fated that we're supposed toknow each other, supposed to love each other, supposed to be together. Cherish everything you have, treat him/her nicer. Give in, love him/her more. You'll never know when he/she is gonna leave you for good. Love seemed easy, but actually, loving and accepting someone is hard. Labels: Loveeeeee Monday, March 14, 2011, 5:24 PM
Pain lives on even when you're gone.
 I took the initative to tell you, yet i got short replies, do you still care? Today is a lazy dayyyy~ Woke up at 6 to text laogong! Then went back to sleep, after awhile jiu 8 plus alrd, wanted to go sch to see the B Division to play netball match but then, woke up lateeeee~! Argghh, 'cause I slept at 2am. Quarreled with hubby okay! ): But before I sleep, he call me, he let me have a good sleep after so long. Teehee, thanks hubby! Then around 12, I went down to meet Caimeibaby, she went to dance pratise, she's like damn tired lorh, sayangsayang. Hahah. Then awhile I jiu go with mummy to bank, in the end, cannot, then I went back to bank with CaimeiBaby:P Thanks my dear for accompanying me(: Lovelove! Then, we walkwalkwalk to ZhengHuaCc(: Opps:X Dun shy uhh, Caimei:P We went Bpp afterwards, we bought a couple pencilcase:P Hehehhe(: Had Mac and send Caimei homeeee~!(: But the bad news is I sprained both of my ankle, my legs, ouch): QihanLaogong, you're so meannn~ You say want meet wo derhs )': Humph.): But nevermind laa, i guess you're tired bahh. I hope all those quarrels will end pleaseee~ I hope this week we'll have more time being tgt with you. I'll do my work as well, I promise you before I'll score better the next time rightright? I promise and I'll do it(: Dun worry about me okay? I'm fine alrd. Promise me, dun everever hide things from me 'cause I won't, I swear I won't. I hope you'll wake up fastfast, I'm waiting for ur texts. I miss you:P I'm gonna be by ur side. (: Wo ai si ni oh, forever(: The promise we made(: CaimeiBaby, Thanks for accompanying me today uhh(: Loves(: CharmaineLaopo && RachaelDaughterr, See you guys tmrw(: Lovelove(: I believe I ain't perfect, I believe I've a lot a lot of flaws. I always try my best to not show my flaws. But it's difficult. You are always there, to see my flaws, to accept every single flaws. No matter how hard the path is going to be, I'll be with you. Everywhere you go, you're in my heart. Anywhere you go, I'll be there. Every single promise, I'll keep. Because without you, I dunno what I'll be. I won't leave you forever because I know we need each other. I say what I mean, I won't go back on my words. You're in my heart, carved in my heart, always and forever, 'cause you're my one and only. Labels: The one and only(: Saturday, March 12, 2011, 6:33 PM
Love is sweet but it hurts as well.
 Our love will never have an ending.
I'm not a perfect girl, I need love and care just like how other girls does. I know I ain't the best but I'm always striving to be one, for the sake of you. I hide my tears well in order not to let you worry. I put on a smile whenever I know I have to be strong 'cause you need me. I've to act as if nothing have happened when deep inside I know I'm not alright. I'll never leave when I know you need me. Those words I said is not just for those good times, it's for our future, those bad times we may encounter. You always have me by ur side, through all those good and bad times. Tuesday, March 1, 2011, 8:57 PM
Time flies, people changes and feelings fades.
 I wonder if i ever cross your mind, 'cause for me, it happens everytime. Lessons are boring, chiong art till 3 last night, I can't take it anymore. I'm gonna collapse anytime, any moment. I tired, tired of my life. I had enough of all this shit, just kill me and let me go and die better. Life is short, grudges are waste of perfect happiness. Laugh when you can, apologise when you should. Love deeply, forgive and forget and let go of what you cannot change. Take chances, give everything and have no regrets. Life is short to be unhappy. You've to take the good with the bad, smile when you're sad, love when you got, always remeber what you had, always forgive but never forget. Learn from your mistake and never regret. Time flies, people change, things change but remeber, life always go on. Labels: Life goes on. |