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TanSzeXuanClaire.
17061997 Attatched to CharmaineYongSzeYa Loved by Caimei♥, Jessel, Charmaine, Fion, SweeKee, Jingmin, Shayne and a lot a lot:P currently studying in Zhenghua Sec Wants : freedom! My Sisters!♥ A simple life. Love me if not leave me and stop the hurt you're giving me(: love my friends as much as they love me. Love is like a rainbow , if a person and stay by ur side and love you , care for you and go through everything with you and accept wadever shit you gave that person.That person wil be the one there for you when you need someone the most and cherish that person because you will never know when that person is gonna leave you♥."
CharmaineYongSzeYah
Attatched to CharmaineYongSzeYah♥ 07041995 Anniversary on 7th. Married to her on 07062010♥ Whenever we have anything we dun wanna share or dun dare to share with others, we will turn to each other. We always have the trust in each other and understands each other's feelings well. We understand each other well and know why we do certain things in order not to get any hurt. We cherish each other, we will always lend a shoulder to each other
LimCaiMei
Baby Girl♥ 30061997 We always tell each other our deep dark secret to each other and keep those secrets well , we promise not to reveal anything out (: We always love each other and promise that we wun be apart no matter what happens(: We always confide into each other when you dun dare to tell others what we think . We always comment on each otehr when we think that we ain't doing the right thing . I love you♥
OliviaHauXinYun
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Came from this girl♥ 27051997 Serangoon Sec She gave birth to me,she always give me a big big scolding from her whenever i do smth wrong.. I always share my things with her . Although we ain't as close as last time but i still love her ,I will always cherish her , she treats me like her own♥ I will always lend a listening ear to her whenever she needs someone to turn to♥
ChuSweeKee
Sista(; 28021997 She's hyper, i knew her from the first day of sec sch, we share secrets and keep it to ourselves. We have fun together , we laugh together , we play together and had a lot fo our first times together . She's being loved by Jingminnie and me♥
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Saturday, November 28, 2009, 1:18 AM
LOL
Mr ______ is planning for our future...hahaha...i find it so funny cos u're only 12 years old..haha...it's good la..i like boys like that...plan for future... cos i planning for mine too so we planned tgt...and also hope that we will step onto the red carpet tgt! Love ya ttm! ♥Friday, November 27, 2009, 11:58 PM
I'm SINGLE now!Any stray dogs or cats wanna take me in? LOL ..jk..
I officially say that Claire Tan Sze Xuan is SINGLE! And no one wans her! LOL...but she's sure that she love Mr ____ so haizxc... 10:09 PM
i really dunno wad to do...
i was about to accept Mr ____ but u know JH came back and say that the one wasn't him and it's his cousin... i seriously dunno wad to do... i asked sis for her opinion.. she said that the one i love now is Mr ____ but i dunno...now i very confused...i very scared i really fall in love w Mr ____ alr..i dunno lehz... JH called me then i was like "wad u wanna say?" i dunno why i say so... i dun wanna gain pity but i slashed myself again...is very painful but the pain is still there...i dunno who i love...is like i play timer...i felt so bad over it... haizxc... OUCH! 10:51 AM
i dunno why this hurts so much...perhaps i really love u...
i really love u...why mus u do this... to hurt me... i jus found out i had nv cried till like that b4...nv ever... sis also very shock... i jus wan him to be there 4 me...beside me... is that so hard... i read his blog and wad he said on msn...i very scared he will leave me... very scared...Wednesday, November 25, 2009, 2:01 PM
some things to tell my friends
Sis Chamayne-Good luck and All The Best for the exams today, tmr and next monday.Love ya! Leow Shi Jie-Happy Bithday! Love ya and may all ur wishes come true♥ u're always my dearest and i'll stand by u. My dearest friends- I miss u all and i love u all.i really do.i regret not treating u all well.if i could do it all over again , i ...promise i'll do it alot alot better than wad i did last time.♥ u all forever! P6 pupils-hope everyone will be smiling when taking the PSLE results tmr. Tuesday, November 24, 2009, 11:39 PM
36hours to PSLE results!
Excally 36 hours to PSLE results in sch..ARG...i got a strong feeling i wun do well... i'll get v low and can't go to a sch i wan...i loved my sch and i wanna go back...i regret not tresuring the last few days w them...i even threw my temper at them...How could i do that? but i did... no point regreting over split milk... haizxc.. I WANNA RESTART THE YEAR... i would do alot of things..like,working hard? handing in hws on time? love/treasure my friends? not to know silvester they all(cos after i know they all my life is so screwed)? treat ppl even nicer? I jus know wad i do was wrong and i wun wanna do it again...i promise during my O/A levels, i promise i wun be like that anymore cos i dun wanna regret like now... haizxc...:( Dear...i know u've been caring for me and loving me...i know that all.. but wad i can say is ILY..i really do..But u've to give me time,i can't go into a r/s so fast bcos i haven forgotten that bastard...i promise i will forget him..i really will...♥ ya! 10:55 PM
Dear...i promise u!
Mr Y___,i promise u i wun slash myself anymore..and u wun see me hurt anymore cos i know u love me..u really do...ILYTTM too 10:30 PM
Tired is the word to describe me...
I'm really tired... In love? in life? in everything? i dunno...i know i love Mr Y__ now so i cannot hurt him cos he did alot for me.. and he's hurt by me alot of times.. today, Olivia ask me "If i wanna envelope w her to some wulu wulu place.." there's a rush to say "ok!" but i know i can't do that ... and i'm a grown up.. i shouldn't make ppl worry for me all the time..haizxc...i dunno wad to do...i'm really lost!i LOVE Mr Y__ now!!I LOVE YOU!ARG!! i miss u alot alot alot lehz.. He sun wanna see me hurt again and again.. and i know i wun let him see me hurt even if i'm hurt...I know he really love me now but who can predict the future...In future, i dun even know if he will still love me...i'm scared to go into a r/s again..very scared...haizxc...i'm still considering of giving him a chance...should i or should i not? 10:10 PM
i'm confused...
I'm confused... i know deep deep down i still have a little feelings for Mr P___..i know that and i know i love Mr ___ now... wad i say may hurt Mr ____ but i wanna say the truth... i dun wanna hide it from him anymore...i know by saying all this i alr hurt him alot...haizxc... actually i quite confused... and wad i can say is i'm very tired of all this...i dun have faith in myself nor do i have it in love...confidence and faith is all lost!it's lost in 2 months time.. and in that 2 months, i stead w 2 guys Mr Leow and Mr Pang...Both guys ditched me...I can understand why Mr Leow ditched me.. i know he dun have that feelings 4 me alr... he love Lim Shi Qi then and i can understand..but then i lost lost some of my confidence and faith in love... then here comes Mr Pang, he showered love on me.. and by his actions, i caan see that he really loves me...he really do...then Leon who is his good friend told me not to stay too close too him cos he play timer and he's not seriously in this r/s...he's jus flirting but i say i dun believe and even he play timer i also will like him...then one day i confronted him and ask him.. he say no, i'm true to u..and i really love u ..i really do...that's wad he say... then i asked him if he'll hurt me then he say nope...i wun ..then now..he ask me u know toy for ppl to play w? then i say " so u think girls are toy for u to play w?" then he say "ya..my new toy at rivervalle " i was deeply hurt so i din reply... By then i've completely lost confidence and faith in love...I'm tired of the word "love" and tired of my life ...and everything else.. i dunno wad to do now...i'm lost! Monday, November 23, 2009, 3:02 PM
I MISS U I LOVE U:)
somehow i think i've feelings 4 u... Actually i also dunno... i dunno is that the feelings... i've been asking myself izit i chose the wrong preson to love or am i the one who is wrong... cos i'm too boring? like wad Jing Heng say.. or izit the guy's prob? or r they jus toying w my feelings? like they make me love them then ditch me? r they like that? i seriously dunno the ans... i've been thinking 4 very long le but i dunno why i can't come up w the ans... perhaps it's my prob... jus that i dun wanna face it..Haizxc..i dunno if i should even go into an r/s so young cos guys are immature and will continuously break the girl's heart....my heart is super fragile so i dunno ... i really dunno... i'm tired that's wad i can say...haizxc Sunday, November 22, 2009, 10:20 AM
yay! finally i'm free!
there;s alot that gone through my mind...wad's the point of holding on an r/s when u alr knew the guy dun love u... CLAIRE TAN SZE XUAN!!u've been knowing that mr pang dun love u but u still hang on to this r/s cos u love him? that's stupid and dumb! i'll let go and accept someone who liked me for v long... i think i'll accept Mr Yau.. he's nice and loved me so much...I think it's one month ago, i went into an r/s...the guy was his bestie... he waited and waited till we broke up then he woo-ed me again...but this time i also didn't accept him...i accepted his friend who i only know for 3 days...then his friends told me that he's a playboy but i dun believe.. i continue the love for him... then he asked for break up...i dunno why i'm not that sad... last time when guys asked for break up, i'll cry for the whole day...b4 i sleep that time also crying...but this time i cried for only 5 mins...OMG...i guess i dun love him that much and the one i love is Mr Yau... heehee...i dunno why everytime i'm w him, it's so fun and gave me the sense of securtiy too... LoL:P Saturday, November 21, 2009, 10:18 PM
haizxc
i dunno who i love...jing heng asked 4 break up and i cried...i tot i dun love him alr.. but i dunno why i cried lor.. dumb girl... haizxc 1:28 AM
diaoz
the freaking hell friend go exchange my notes to her coins lor...then my purse is like super heavy de lor...dumb...all 10cents and 20 cents leh...Friday, November 20, 2009, 10:10 PM
sob sob..
u've betrayed me soooo many times yet i still believe u... why? why u wanna hurt me again and again...miss o__ , i dunno how i offended u that u need to treat me in such a way...i'm now totally dissapointed and lost hope...u're one of the five people i trust but u treat me like that...i cried alot of times today...1st is silvester make de...then is the p6s make me cry cos they cry...and now i cry cos i v dissapointed in silvester and miss o__..wadever..i keep telling myself not to cry but...haizxc... i hate myself...i very tired of all these...i tried to relax but i can't...i've been crying 4 the past 1h and 30 mins...i dunno why i treat them so nice yet i got this in return...they made me cry and all...haizxc...i guess i have to give everything up including my life... Thursday, November 19, 2009, 12:44 AM
HAIZXC
These few weeks quite tiring...cos i dunno who i really love now...i cry almost everyday...initially i was very sure it's jing heng but now i dunno who...haizxc...really wish i dunno silvester they all..That day jing and i wanna ____ la...then leon wanna take picx...i miss jing heng and everyone including sil...i dunno la..tired... |