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TanSzeXuanClaire.
17061997 Attatched to CharmaineYongSzeYa Loved by Caimei♥, Jessel, Charmaine, Fion, SweeKee, Jingmin, Shayne and a lot a lot:P currently studying in Zhenghua Sec Wants : freedom! My Sisters!♥ A simple life. Love me if not leave me and stop the hurt you're giving me(: love my friends as much as they love me. Love is like a rainbow , if a person and stay by ur side and love you , care for you and go through everything with you and accept wadever shit you gave that person.That person wil be the one there for you when you need someone the most and cherish that person because you will never know when that person is gonna leave you♥."
CharmaineYongSzeYah
Attatched to CharmaineYongSzeYah♥ 07041995 Anniversary on 7th. Married to her on 07062010♥ Whenever we have anything we dun wanna share or dun dare to share with others, we will turn to each other. We always have the trust in each other and understands each other's feelings well. We understand each other well and know why we do certain things in order not to get any hurt. We cherish each other, we will always lend a shoulder to each other
LimCaiMei
Baby Girl♥ 30061997 We always tell each other our deep dark secret to each other and keep those secrets well , we promise not to reveal anything out (: We always love each other and promise that we wun be apart no matter what happens(: We always confide into each other when you dun dare to tell others what we think . We always comment on each otehr when we think that we ain't doing the right thing . I love you♥
OliviaHauXinYun
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Came from this girl♥ 27051997 Serangoon Sec She gave birth to me,she always give me a big big scolding from her whenever i do smth wrong.. I always share my things with her . Although we ain't as close as last time but i still love her ,I will always cherish her , she treats me like her own♥ I will always lend a listening ear to her whenever she needs someone to turn to♥
ChuSweeKee
Sista(; 28021997 She's hyper, i knew her from the first day of sec sch, we share secrets and keep it to ourselves. We have fun together , we laugh together , we play together and had a lot fo our first times together . She's being loved by Jingminnie and me♥
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Friday, April 30, 2010, 3:32 PM
i'm starting to like another person .
I'm scared. I'm starting to love him(Dnzk).. i duno why , we quarrel , we bicker. But somehow , i'm falling for him . Coz' he's the only one by my side when i neeeded someone , not jacob not sweekee not olivia but him . When a nice guy comes along when u needed someone u will start to for for him isn't it? I suddenly felt that i'm silly and i hate myself for being like that..>Waited for soemone's call in the morning. >prepare and wait for mum. >went to sch >HCL paper 1(it was hard..) >recess( ate burger) >HCL paper 2( it was even harder) >staircase(slacked with him again?) >homed. call miss ang and report to her. >use com , quarrelled with Dylan. >now, hoping that he will call or dylan will forgive me. >and i hate myself. Tuesday, April 27, 2010, 6:23 PM
i found out that perhaps i dun love u as much as i think.
It's has been a week since we seperated and i dun think i love u as much. I even think that i will be able to live without u. i dunno why . You aren't by my side when i needed u alr so i think i will be able to live without u lorh. I'm all alone now. Like how i'm in primary sch , i can get over my primary sch like this so i will ba able to get over my sec sch life like that. Maybe the feelings towards u have faded. i dunno how. but somehow , it has. I dun cry over u as much as last time . i dun say i love you as much . Maybe , perhaps , u are jus a comfort . I jus feel comfortable talk to u that's all bah. I'm not sure my feelings for u anymore sia. And this is the first time my feelings towards a guy fade so fast. Perhaps , it's jus that exams are coming and i'm not going into all this coz' i wan myself to be in all this and get hurt again.. I'm studying well . Progressing well without u too. Fever , flu gone. Still got sore throat:'( I hope everyone is progressing great too. i heartzxc you all. Labels: lovingyouasalways. Friday, April 23, 2010, 3:29 PM
i...
I once love my life. The past 2 weeks was the best days i ever had with you. I'm able to love you so much . And u once dote me so much . It will the most xing fu thing . All this didn't last long and it seemed like u have forgotten me alr. You are even able to flirt in the LRT like "holding" the girl's hand . I know i have no rights to interfer , no rights to get angry . Now , even if u say u love me . I believe but not that much anymore. I hate the life now. Losing all my best friends coz' of u yet u didn't treasure me when i tot u will. Silly me , who will treasure a bitch. when miss ang confiscate my necklace , i know something will happen... SOMETHING BAD. Thursday, April 22, 2010, 1:39 PM
i miss those days.
I miss those days we used to chat. I miss those days that we can go out and slack together. I miss those days that we can go out and play like nobody's bussiness.. I really hope thatwe can go back.I askeed u 3 ques. And ur ans is i only can love u as my sister. I dun wanna see u in Boys' Home so okay , i dun force u anymore. We did the wrong thing and are supposed to be punished.Now is the most painful puniah ever. We love each other and can't be tgt . You're even trying to treat me as ur sister. It's a sad thing but there's nth i can do right? i Only know that my love for u wun change.. But i dun wanna force u anymore. Cos i know u are feeling terrible enough alr. And thanks for all those happy memories... Labels: i still love you as much Tuesday, April 20, 2010, 6:02 PM
we have broke...
We have broke on 20 april 2010 at 17:48 . We still have feelings for each other but coz' of Miss Ang , we broke. I have NEVER wanted to do that but then ... if we dun do it , then he will be sent to jail. i dun wanna see his life ruined coz' of me. Wahlao . i seriously still love him . He say he gotta feeling that he wun love anyy girls anymore. But i dunno if it's true. But i chose to trust him. I hope after 6 months , we still love each other and we can stead back . I love him . i really do . And i know the love for him wun change. Shaun is another case but my darling , is different. He will be my darling forever. JYYJ , iloveyou. imissyou. ineedyou. iheartyou. ikissyou. ihugyou. iholdhandswithyou. All the things we did will be kept as memories forever. it really will.Labels: iwillloveyouaslongasyouloveme. Wednesday, April 14, 2010, 8:32 PM
today sucks.
Sch was boring , miss ang asked me to see her but i didn't. i'm a bad girl:PCos no pool then i went slacking with shaun , kian kheong and jack. Shaun made me slash cos his words are super fcuking hurting canz? They smoked and i hate it. when i was there , i feel nth but when i was back , i feel like vommitting and dizzy. But all along , my heart and mind is with my darling Was alone with you on a raining day We MM plus tk ystd :P i feel my heart beat went fast very fast and i could hear his breathe he hugged he told me he wun let me go. i know he will be the one for me. i dunno how long is it gonna last but i' shall treasure and cherish the time with him coz' i love him and he's the one for me he's the one i'm looking for. Labels: ilovedieyou Monday, April 12, 2010, 9:01 PM
i think u aren't the one for me
You aren't the Jacob that time , u aren't the one who me. i tot even if i stead with you, everything will remain the same . But then it seemed like i got everything wrong. E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G canz, Olivia is perhaps right. She says " It's okay de, dont have to regret .. You should just love him, till you cant take it anymore. I knw it hurts, but it's worth it, right?" i say "ya , i know it gets annoying at times but then i jus miss him and i wanna talk to him." You dun treat me like last time anymore. Even ur bestie kenneth say u changed too. u aren;t u anymore lahz. Saturday, April 10, 2010, 7:33 PM
i got u but i lost u all..
I got jacob as a stead but wad for? Every Bestie left me. Olivia left me and Dylan left me. i have no one to turn to alr. sorry for everything this bitch is doing now. 7:21 PM
i have to learn to leave without u.
Today went East coast Park with Jacob , kenneth and sweekee , i found out that everything changed. I changed , Olivia changed , everyone changed within FOUR months. Jacob also changed in A week. I dunno why , i felt damn disappointed this week with someone. He changed after we stead. i dun wanna say that but it's true. i dunno why. I'm a girl who is easily get jealous and angry over small issues. I'm also a girl who is very sticky to the bf , perhaps , i should live without him . cos he is a guy who needs freedom and i always make him without freedom. i make him nv go out with friends , i make him talk to me.. i force him everything he dun like. I hate myself and hope he can find a better girl. The last thing i wanna say is I'm sorry and iloveyou. Monday, April 5, 2010, 7:07 PM
We...
Went to sch with mummy , sianz... then home econ test , the paper test sure fail . the cooking one i only got 12/20 :( then went SPCA at 2.30pm . The dogs , cats , kittens and hamsters are CUTE... Came back early. Netball ended early. then nv go lorh. went greenridge with elaine , dylan , zhong rong and sweekee .. Then waited for my darling. Me and sweekee chatted till about 6.10 then she left.. i waited for my darling.. Btw , i'm no longer single & avaliable. I'm attached. I'm attached to Jacob Yang Yong Jun on 4 April 2010 at nisa clock , 10.02 pm , my clock , 10 .04pm and jacob's clock , 10.06pm.. He ask for stead worh... HAHAHA. He will be angry plus shy when he see this post sia. While waiting for him , i tot alot alot , i was scared for like the whole day today... I scared he will leave me like shaun did and will treat me like how he treats Nisa now. I know he will leave me someday , but i hope it wun be so fast lah. Cos i know i can love him for very long if he do so too. TOday is his birthday. Happy Birthday to you , happy birthday to you , happy birthday to Jacob , happy birthday to you. Gave him a wallet. hope he like it. I MM him twice and he MC me once. OMG OMG OMG.Damn shy one , you mei you. i miss him , it has only been 30 mins i didn't see you but i miss you. i seriously do...IMissDieYou & ILoveDieYou . Muacks. Being loved by u is the happiest thing ever. But then i dunno how long will this last But i will treasure and cherish the way we are now . Labels: Being loved again is great.. Friday, April 2, 2010, 3:32 PM
I know we cannot go back to the past so i'm letting fate decide everything for me.
It's good friday and i'm ROTTING at home. CANNOT go out.Later gg K-box . I dun wanna go and was forced to go. My mum is so fcuking irritating sia. I hate her for controlling me til like that. IDIOT. I wan talk to my darling also cannot. My future is Jacob's( my darling ) . Only he will lead me through the dark tunnel. I believe he will . And only him have the power to. Only he will be by my side. Only he will be there. Only he can cheer me up. He's a super man who got super powers. Okay , i know i'm lame but i'm bored... IloveDieMyDarling. Muacks. Labels: missing someone 3:06 PM
This will be the last post i'm gonna say bout SHAUN CHONG YI KEAN
After this post , i'm gonna press the delete button and delete you off my mind. Ystd , 1st april 2010 , i decided to delete u off my mind and heck care bout u . I found out that we are so near yet so far.. I was jus standing right beside u but then how u treated me as some invisible thing. I went to Sweekee's blog , u even name urself fckmi and wrote i'm a baby and smth. I forgot. Paiseh. Ohh, he ask me stop acting like a baby, i suck to the core. Okay , i know i suck lah. You made my heart pumped . You made my heart stop beating until Jacob came along to save me. You made me dissapointed ( cos u smoked ) You made me break down and cry. You made me dishearted and decided to give you up thoroughly. I know it will be har but i will try my best. I wun forget u but i will forget the memories we used to share. 12:54 PM
i will never let u go..
I love you so i will nv ever let you go.Unless u let go of my hands if not i would not do so. I will never know how much i love him until he left me. So one lesson is enough . i will cherish and treasure the times we have , the times we will share. I know u are gonna leave me someday so i will treasure you when u are by my side. ilovedieyou. Thursday, April 1, 2010, 7:30 PM
Jus leave me alone.
Jus leave me alone now. problems after problems. BIG BIG ones. I jus wan a guy who dun flirt and truely loves me. Why is it sooo hard? Why? You know how much it hurts in there? You know how much i need u? You know how much i wan u to be by my side? You know how much i missed you? You know wad's happening to me? You dunno. You dunno anything , u dunno everything. i dunno wad to do. I'm all alone now. I'm all alone , alone alone. no one is by my side. no one will be there for me. I hate my life.. I really do need u but i dun wan anything to happen to u.Labels: i hate myself. |