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TanSzeXuanClaire.

17061997
Attatched to CharmaineYongSzeYa
Loved by Caimei♥, Jessel, Charmaine, Fion, SweeKee, Jingmin, Shayne and a lot a lot:P
currently studying in Zhenghua Sec
Wants :
freedom!
My Sisters!♥
A simple life.

Love me if not leave me and stop the hurt you're giving me(:
love my friends as much as they love me.


Love is like a rainbow , if a person and stay by ur side and love you , care for you and go through everything with you and accept wadever shit you gave that person.That person wil be the one there for you when you need someone the most and cherish that person because you will never know when that person is gonna leave you♥."

CharmaineYongSzeYah

Attatched to CharmaineYongSzeYah♥
07041995
Anniversary on 7th. Married to her on 07062010♥
Whenever we have anything we dun wanna share or dun dare to share with others, we will turn to each other. We always have the trust in each other and understands each other's feelings well. We understand each other well and know why we do certain things in order not to get any hurt. We cherish each other, we will always lend a shoulder to each other

LimCaiMei

Baby Girl♥
30061997
We always tell each other our deep dark secret to each other and keep those secrets well , we promise not to reveal anything out (: We always love each other and promise that we wun be apart no matter what happens(: We always confide into each other when you dun dare to tell others what we think . We always comment on each otehr when we think that we ain't doing the right thing . I love you♥

OliviaHauXinYun

Came from this girl♥
27051997
Serangoon Sec
She gave birth to me,she always give me a big big scolding from her whenever i do smth wrong.. I always share my things with her . Although we ain't as close as last time but i still love her ,I will always cherish her , she treats me like her own♥ I will always lend a listening ear to her whenever she needs someone to turn to♥

ChuSweeKee

Sista(;
28021997
She's hyper, i knew her from the first day of sec sch, we share secrets and keep it to ourselves. We have fun together , we laugh together , we play together and had a lot fo our first times together . She's being loved by Jingminnie and me♥

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Saturday, March 27, 2010, 1:13 PM
this song is dedicated to jacob yang yong jun.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YMijG7nTFFw&NR=1.
i believe he alr heard it..




11:03 AM
i'm giving up on you.

I'm gonna give up on you and let sweekee have you cos sweekee will give a better life and will give u more love compared to me. I can't give anything . I really can't only sweekee can so i decided to give up on you. Cos i dun wan the friendship of me , sweekee and u to sour. If i make the decision now. No one will get hurt other than me. i rather i get hurt than anyone else.

Darling , i was crying jus now cos i'm scared. Cos i dunno wad to do. I'm sorry but i really do love you. Seriously , i do... Even now i'm not wholeheartedly urs but then i still love you.. It's painful to make any decision now. Haizxc. i dunno wad to do. Jus confused...Now i feel that i'm not worth ur love cos i dun trust u... Sorry...


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no one is worth my tears , only the one who i truely love worth.
But if u truely love me , u wun make me shed tears.
Should i love you wholeheartedly or should i leave ur love life?




Friday, March 26, 2010, 7:20 PM
i dunno wad to do...

It's painful. I dunno wad to do sia. Why mus i love a guy? Whenever i love a guy , my best friend will like him also... Last time shaun , now is jacob. Wad the hell mus i do in order not be like that? i hate myself manz. i logged into jacob acc on msn , she say it. i was like so so heartbroken can? Wth , Wtf .. i dunno wad to do... I know jacob likes me but then she is my beast friend. If jacob and her can be happy then i will give them my blessings..




6:31 PM
today i...

It was a bored day in sch.
Lessons after lessons.
Only when i saw my darling, everything is different. Hehehe^^
After school , he came to find me outside my class.
He ask me go blue room first , later he come find me..
Went blue room , i was asked to wait outside the blue room and do homework to wait for her cos she wanna talk to the two boys.
Then wait wait wait. She ask me go eat 2 come back find then i okay lorh. Bo pian.
Was at the canteen waiting for her with my darling.
My darling damn sweet one . He wait for me u know?
2pm i went to find her , about 2.10 , i went home with darling and kok zhong.
Then reached home , called my mum , she asked this and that . Damn fan one lorh.
Then heard my darling's voice , i knew he was outside. Went to find him..
Talked to him ... actually , i promised myself 4.30 mus come the house but then i 5 then left they all .
We chat and i tell u MC 4 or 5 times. Me to him lorh.
I found out that only i Mc him , he nv mc me before lorh. LOL..

Left him bout an hour , I'm starting to miss him alr...
IMissDieYou & ILoveDieYou.

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Wednesday, March 24, 2010, 3:39 PM
My word to yang yang

I dunno why , in class i kept thinking of u. kept wanting to see u but then u in basketball match. But i was still thinking of u every single minute? i dunno why lah. aiyo. I jus miss u lah. hehehe^^ Saw the bus coming in at about 2.15 like that then i was damn happy... hahaha. i only can say the times with u are always happy but then i jus hate seeing u f_ _ _ _ ing with Zu mu. aiya. i dunno lah. i jus hate myself for getting jealous over small issues.

what i said to you is always true

please grant my wishes to let me see you

Even if my parents disapprove, i'll still spent my life searching for you.

just wanna let you know, i won't let you go♥

Cos i love you.




Sunday, March 21, 2010, 8:37 PM
today........

Today was i total sad day... Didn't talk to anyone on phone but now i talking to yang yang.. keke^^. Went for breakfast then go hpugang mall print photos and then go acting class.. Was busy thinking of someone the whole day... JYYJ i was thinking of him the whole day lorh.. Wth lah. why am i so obsessed with hi suddenly sia. haha..

Tmr going to sch. Wonder wad's gonna happen and i'm gonna let everyone hate me and call me a bitch. How bout that?

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Friday, March 19, 2010, 9:55 PM
i hate myself for loving u...

Saying the truth, i hate myself for loving shaun chong yi kean. I didn't expect him to be a playboy like my other bfs. I dunno lah. U said i dun wan u. u sure is i dun wan u not u dun wan me. I dunno lah. u tell everyone i dun wan u but then is u dun wan me lorh. Wth. I hate Shaun Chong Yi Kean.

I hate myself.




I trying to love u now.. i will try my best, give me some time will u?




Monday, March 15, 2010, 7:29 PM
Today...

Today , yang yang , Swee Kee and Kenneth came my house. Swee kee came first , it was boring then kenneth and Yang yang came.. i lie on his shoulders and even held his hands . I'm like so cold but he is like damn warm de lor.. hahaha. Went very close to each other which we never before lor. That's so cool manz. We even go so close alot alot of times like we gonna k like that , but then we never cos my house got camera-.- i look into his eyes then he looked into my eyes. OMG. But i manage to escape of his look. My heartbeat damn fast i tell u. hahaha. i can't forget the looks, even now my heart still beat very fast when i think of that.



I know even how i hard i try , i can't forget u.
i still love u




Sunday, March 7, 2010, 2:30 AM

我还在寻找 一个依靠 和一个拥抱
wo hai zai xun zhao yi ge yi kao he yi ge yong bao(I'm still finding for a shoulder t lean on and a hug.)
谁替我祈祷 替我烦恼 为我生气为我闹
shui ti wo qi dao ti wo fan nao wei wo sheng qi wei wo nao(Who will pray for me , cares for me and angry cos of me?)

*幸福开始有预兆 缘份让我们慢慢紧靠
xing fu kai shi you yu zhao yuan fen rang wo men man man jin kao( Finally i found someone and fate let us be together)

然后孤单被吞没了 无聊变得有话聊 有变化了
ran hou gu dan bei tun mo le wu liao bian de you hua liao you bian hua le (The word "lonely" is gone after knowing you, I'm not bored anymore cos i can talk to u)


#小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
xiao jiu wo chang jie mao shi ni zui mei de ji hao( Ur eyes is the most attractive part of everything)
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
wo mei tian shui bu zhao xiang nian ni de wei xiao(Every single day i'll be missing of ur sweet smiles)
你不知道你对我多么重要
ni bu zhi dao ni dui wo duo me zhong yao( i had never know u are so important to me)
(你不知道 多么重要)
(ni bu zhi dao duo me zhong yao) (Do u know that u are that important to me?)
有了你生命完整的刚好
you le ni sheng ming wan zheng de gang hao( only u can make my life complete)

@小酒窝长睫毛迷人的无可救药
xiao jiu wo chang jie mao mi ren de wu ke jiu yao (ur eyes is so attrative that every girl can't reject)


我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
wo fang man le bu diao gan jue xiang shi he zui le ( I slowed down and felt that i'm drunk)
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
zhong yu zhao dao xin you ling xi de mei hao ( i Fimally found someone who i truely love)
一辈子暖暖的好
yi bei zi nuan nuan de hao ( with my whole life)
我永远爱你到老
wo yong yuan ai ni dao lao( i'll love u till the end and that's a promise)


when i wrote this , i'm thinking of yang yang. I dunno why and i dunno wad to do seh.




12:57 AM
i'm not happy at all

Now i feel that bring w shaun is a torture and bring w yang yang is super fun. i dunno why.. Jus now i was down , it wasn't shaun who comforted me.. It was yang yang who is by my side.. is yang yang who comforted me.. i called u but the phone was engaged or no one answer so i decided to call yang yang. By coincedence , yang yang haven go home.. he came to find me( w ken ken) then comforted me.. he held my hand , i suddenly felt so warm and comforted. i dunno why lah.

Love is really that complicatied. i dunno who i really love. but the fact that i let him hold my hands means i got feelings for him. And one more thing. i spend my WHOLE day w him lor..