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TanSzeXuanClaire.
17061997 Attatched to CharmaineYongSzeYa Loved by Caimei♥, Jessel, Charmaine, Fion, SweeKee, Jingmin, Shayne and a lot a lot:P currently studying in Zhenghua Sec Wants : freedom! My Sisters!♥ A simple life. Love me if not leave me and stop the hurt you're giving me(: love my friends as much as they love me. Love is like a rainbow , if a person and stay by ur side and love you , care for you and go through everything with you and accept wadever shit you gave that person.That person wil be the one there for you when you need someone the most and cherish that person because you will never know when that person is gonna leave you♥."
CharmaineYongSzeYah
Attatched to CharmaineYongSzeYah♥ 07041995 Anniversary on 7th. Married to her on 07062010♥ Whenever we have anything we dun wanna share or dun dare to share with others, we will turn to each other. We always have the trust in each other and understands each other's feelings well. We understand each other well and know why we do certain things in order not to get any hurt. We cherish each other, we will always lend a shoulder to each other
LimCaiMei
Baby Girl♥ 30061997 We always tell each other our deep dark secret to each other and keep those secrets well , we promise not to reveal anything out (: We always love each other and promise that we wun be apart no matter what happens(: We always confide into each other when you dun dare to tell others what we think . We always comment on each otehr when we think that we ain't doing the right thing . I love you♥
OliviaHauXinYun
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Came from this girl♥ 27051997 Serangoon Sec She gave birth to me,she always give me a big big scolding from her whenever i do smth wrong.. I always share my things with her . Although we ain't as close as last time but i still love her ,I will always cherish her , she treats me like her own♥ I will always lend a listening ear to her whenever she needs someone to turn to♥
ChuSweeKee
Sista(; 28021997 She's hyper, i knew her from the first day of sec sch, we share secrets and keep it to ourselves. We have fun together , we laugh together , we play together and had a lot fo our first times together . She's being loved by Jingminnie and me♥
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Tuesday, December 29, 2009, 3:47 PM
To Claire Daughter ! (:
Claire Claire Claire , thanks for that post on my blog horh ! :DYou blog at my blog but you're neglecting your blog here x: paiseh lorhz , HAHAHHH . so here I am , returning you the favour & helping you update your blog . hope you fun watching your Jay Chou movie w Kimchi Boy & your sis ~ (: & enjoy yourself . you dont seem to have been enjoying yourself much these few days , no i mean the entire holidays . LOL , i know you'll only have fun when I'm with you , but make do for the moment ok ? (: i promise you I'll be back to yyou soon . SOOON ! so yeah , last till then . & SMILE my dear . counting down to the 4th Jan when i can see your smile again :D yeah , your smile does mean alot to me . I see the photo & I see your smile , & it cheers me up (: but sometimes I cant help but to wonder if the smiles are fake , and if they're just a part of the act to show everyone that you're seriously happy . * sighs * you seem to be putting on an act for everyone to see , you seem to be thinking about everyone except yourself . you always put others first , but when willl you put yourself first ? o: i'm still waiting for that day to come , so yeah . & i'm sorry for being naggy , but i just want you to know how i feel lorh . & how you're acting & all these few days . - worried - ok , so i shall end here , help you update when I'm freeee :D I LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP ! - the promises we made , LOVELOVE , BELOVED MUMMY OLIVIA x: Monday, December 28, 2009, 2:11 PM
I know..
Olivia mummy,i know Kah Ho daddy will take care of u when I'm not by ur side... I'm happy that u can forget that 2 b******s and continue ur love life...I hope u will be happy with this daddy:)Kah Ho daddy,make sure u dun ill-treat my mummy and make her shed tears hor...If is that type touch until shed tears can but that type sad for u then cry one cannot...okay, damn broken english...not sure if my friends will understand... Mus make her happy and make her laugh okay? If not i'll hunt u down!!!*roar* LOL... She's willing to change for u so u mus treat her better hor... ♥Dear,I'm sorry...i can't do all the 3 things u mention.i only can do 2 things now... u know i've been cheated alot of times...i need time..i really need time..I'm sorry...I know i have to have more trust in u but i've been cheated...I know u and kah ho is comparing me and olivia...We're 2 different ppl and i've been cheated by both of ur friends... i dunno if u'll be like them...jus toy with my feelings then throw me away like a toy, wun feel guilty bout it..I'm sorry and feeling guilty cos u treat me so nice and i can't do the thing... is not i dun have trust in u...Is i dun have trust and confidence in myself... I'm sorry..Thanks for changing for me..i can see the change in u...i know u're willing to change for me,so do i...i'll change for u but i really need time...i'll really do the ♥kiss thing with u when i'm ready... i dunno when but i assure u,it will be in 1 month time okies?one more thing,i've been tgt for 1 month and 3 days alr♥...Ilovedieyou♥ *muacks* Olivia mummy,thanks for the letters and the drumstick u gave me ystd... I very touched by ur words lor... LOL. I will miss u for sure...I hope we can meet out on fri,the 1st week of sch...hehe...have fun in ur sch okies? love eu loads ! ♥ Sunday, December 27, 2009, 7:47 PM
To my dearest Claire . ♥
Hi Claire , (: Just now was a blast despite having only 2 hours tgt .. That reminded me , that it could be the last time the2 of us meet in this year . & as I received your letter , I started crying upon the 1st line .. 'Idk why I wrote this letter...Perhaps it's really officially say goodbye cos you know I'm moving house liaoz...' Though you may have grammatical errors & all . I still appreciate it , I appreciate the effort you put in . & the letter's super touching .. oh yeah , cried dk how many times reading that .. * sighs * only you can make me cry like that -_- I hope we can meet up & all , y'know . I'm never gna let this friendship fade no matter what , ohk , I'm gna try my best & I'm gna keep this friendship alive . Day 168 since we've officially became so close , like we're joined at the hip .. :D yeah , laughs ! i hope we'll continue being like that . (: like , yeah , I think we really took our last days for granted . But who knew that you'd actually move to BP ! siao . so last min canz ! haiyah , i just know I can't bear to let you go .. i don't give a shit if people think we're lesbians . if they do think we're lesbians , then that means our acting good lorh , LOL ! i copy you de . HAHA . so smart , you copy me , I copy you . smart horh . :D yeah , got such a smart daughter of course will have a smart mother right ! you said that , but dont you think it should be the other way round ? LOL , omg , so long eh . I think I stop here , if not you confirm read until v sian one . LOLOLOL . so I post another time ok ! ♥ , Olivia HXY . <3! Saturday, December 26, 2009, 2:20 PM
Somehow i've lost the security...
Now everyday i very worried Mr Yau will break with me...We've been quarreling...i dunno why...He's now giving flyers at hougang mall...quite xin tong actually...He very tired but he hanged on...he last time say he's gonna to save money for our future...And he did...damn touched i tell u...LOL..Dear, i love u...iloveyou,imissyou...I dun need u to be so tired , have enough rest then can study harder when sch reopens.I promise i'll not leave u unless u dun love me anymore... I know u've been tired...very tired...I promise i'll support wad u do...My Olivia mummy, u're damn sweet la...I hope u can get new friends at SERANGOON sec then u wun be so lonely there...HAVE FUN there okays? Let's meet out someday near my house then u can come up my house...You can even stay during the holidays...I'll miss u for sure...arg...promise come and find me okayyyss? LOL. Another thing,wad u wrote on ur blog damn sweet la...make me shed tears cos i'm touched...I WANNA BE IN THE SAME SCH WITH OLIVIA HAU XIN YUN!! i wan!!LOL... The things u said made me can't bear to leave u...:( imissyouforever and iloveyouforever.. I'll surely miss my primary sch friends... i will...i will also miss the nice teachers there...i alr miss them now... I dun wanna go to the new sch...I very scared. There's NO ONE i know there... damn scared can?ARG...I wanna go SERANGOON SEC instead...At least there got my No.1 bestie... LOL..I'll sure miss oLiViA derx...She's the nicest friend i ever had... Thursday, December 24, 2009, 4:33 PM
Thankyou My beloved olivia mummy♥
This mummy is SWEET! PG and i quarrel and she side me...even wanted to scold PG.. LOL...But i stopped...cos i dun wan...i still wanna be PG friend..Iloveyou mummy! I promise if next time u have any troubles ,call me...I'll try to be there...imissyou.. haha^^ This post indicated to My Beloved Olivia Hau Xin Yun Mummy!!I'll love her forever! 4:15 PM
i've been thinking this few days..
I've been thinking this few days, I know we love each other but there's alot alot of problems..i'm thinking of a way to solve it...We haven been true to each other and we dun have much trust in each other...The only way to solve it is to stop lying to the other party..But can i do that? can u also do that? i really dunno...i love u, i've also not been talking to u on the phone at night because i was thinking... That is the only way stop the lack of trust...Today, "quarelled" with Ping gui...I send like 5-10 msges to him to apologise then his reply was" i jus wanna be angry" Wad shit is he giving me?! I wanna be his friend..But on the other hand i dun need a friend that when u need u then they treat u very good but when they dun need u then treat u like shit..i dun need la...WTF..no one treat me like that except ping gui and JH lor.. Say till JH, today his mother called me... asked alot bout him and me also... quite awkward.. wadever... but his mum very nice, jus that she dun have time for him cos she need to work...aiya..i jus wan JH good la...LOL.. I jus need 6 people by my side, jie jie,olivia mummy,silvester,leon,kenny and kah ho....I'll love them for my life no matter wad happens!! Wednesday, December 23, 2009, 6:52 PM
I mean...
i scared i fall in love in someone else when i go sec sch cos we nv see each other... 6:50 PM
WHY?
Why u wanna do this to me? BREAK? siao! i then dun wan...But if it can make u happy then i will break lor...my heart aches like nobody bussiness and when did i post i like someone? 1:42 PM
TOday...
Today, went to Zheng Hua... Quite nice actually..but not many shuai ge from express...got chio bu but no shuai ge...LOL..more are from NT derx...i wanna go into same sch as Leon and Olivia...i miss them sia...zzzzThere's no one i know from there...i dunno how...i feel very scared and kinda lost...i think i'll cry lehz... I was browsing through the picture in my hp in the primary sch and i cried... tears jus can't stop! i wanna go back into primary sch...i miss my friends!!!!! Tuesday, December 22, 2009, 11:06 PM
Sianz.
i got into Zheng Hua sec..the sch with sch uniform like macdonalds' lor...WTF la. sian to the max..Tmr ot regestration...damn scared de lor...i scared of BOYS leh...LOL.. i'm lame..i know..My mum is free and single...Ping gui broke with her...sianz... I miss my dear dear leh...LOL...Haizxc..but somehow i scared i fall in love with someone else... Monday, December 21, 2009, 1:59 PM
We've been quarreling...
These few days we've been quarreling...i dunno why the tears wun stop since we quarreled..the person who have been comforting me is all ur best friends and OLivia..I only can say iloveyou and imissyou...if dun wanna trust me then dun trust lor.. I got new daddy!PING GUI...YAY..LOL..wish they'll last long... U've got no trust in me that's the only thing i can say... Friday, December 18, 2009, 3:59 PM
i din know...
"I watched the days pass,without u i can't find happiness,without u the time is slow...i really do miss u..." i din know that the JH can write till so chim lor...LOL... Random=X dunno wad to write...quite a bored day...no one to talk to... and sian... mummy coming back tmr then cannot talk to phone the whole day liao...LOL...My dear,my olivia mummy,ping gui and Kah ho... cannot talk to him:( 2:35 PM
I wanna do alot of things but no Money...anyone wanna sponser?
I wanna do alot of things... Modelling?Acting?Cycling?Singing?Play basketball? Play badminton? Jogging? Hanging out with my friends? ALOT ALOT la...when can i fulfill all the things i wanna do?Anyone can sponser?LOL...no la..i prefer i earn the money myself..i dun wan and i dun like to use people's money..no matter is my bf or who...i only will use my mum or my dad's money cos i'm going to pay them back when i'm old enough to work... LOL...wanted to play badminton today but sis went out...sianz. Thursday, December 17, 2009, 5:40 PM
i'm confused
Mu love quote was"Don't let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing!"wad should i do? Love horoscope"Your energy may be a little bit off today, Gemini and this could affect your romantic affairs if you are not careful. Whether you are single or attached, you may find more than a few heated moments today. Though you are unusually energetic, it is hard for you to get anything done today. You tend to fly off the handle and to scatter your energy. You are happiest now when you do something creative and daring, which doesn't involve trying to cooperate or conform to others' wishes and needs. On the other hand though, your tendency to fly off the handle may be occurring if you are expecting someone else to conform to your needs. If you don't enjoy the pressure of a controlling personality, remember that others around you aren't so appreciative of it either." Today's horoscope not that good and my god-dad and god-mum is breaking up...:( I wan them to PATCH... Olivia and Russel mus last long! Wednesday, December 16, 2009, 4:46 PM
:)
Have been quite happy since morning:) i bet smth bad is gonna to happen AGAIN...Hope it wun lor...LOL...I Miss You I Love You I'm Willing To Do For You...Is it true? Nope,it isn't...i haven been giving much...Haizxc... My "grand-aunt" came to find me...lol...girls should know wad it means...My bad temper is acting again...Idc,i'm gonna to control it...Haizxc...Sian..it came ... Tuesday, December 15, 2009, 7:31 PM
Haizxc... dun u know that?
U should know that i'm true to u...I've rejected so many guys...Didn't that show u that i love u more than anything...We've been crying these few days...we quarrel all bcos we dun have trust in each other...And u've also been trying to give me to ur friends...I was on phone with Kah Ho jus now...He say he envy us cos we're like so sweet...But i told him we keep quarreling then he say no lor,is cos u all love each other too much...I hope it will be trueI jus wanna say " I lovedie u and i missdie you" WILL U BELIEVE ME? Even though is olivia and Kah ho by my side when we quarrel and u aren't by my side...i still love u as much 2:02 PM
The gift that will be loved and treasured...
U gave me the piggy and i'll treasure it cos it symbolises and love between US..I slept with it last night so U jealous? HAHA only ur gift can sleep with me not u^^...dun eat my toufu...direct translation...LOL...
Today My ___ say wan to hold my hand then i say dun wan...Not i dun wan is cos i'm scared..I'm afraid i'll lose him... The add-on to the love "poem": Love causes pain and one of the reasons why love it's painful is ; seeing the one you love, love somebody else. Love isnt finding someone you can live with; its finding someone you can't live without. An example of so called "love" ; If you want to see a rainbow, you must go through rain. If you want true love, you must go through the pain. When you love someone it's nothing. When someone love you, its something. When you love someone & they love you back, it's everything. Love is all about going through pain and happiness. The most painful thing about love is the break-ups but that's just a proccess in life.. The one who will go through all the pain and happiness will be the one who go through with u for life... He/she will be the one who will love u for life... And by then you'll get the true happiness:) Hands were held and break... People did that without TRUST,the key in love...If u have found this key, ur love will last forever... DeArX,I promise I'll love u as much as i can for now but i wun be able to predict the future... I jus wanna say "Dearx I Love You!" I dunno wad will happen in the future 1:26 PM
I can't afford to lose u
"I can't help but afraid to lose u" this is wad Olivia said and it's so true...LOL...Perhaps I jus love u too much...Haizxc...i dunno why i love u also... u not handsome, not tall and all but i jus love u so so much lor...U've too many promises and i'm afraid i'll lose them one day...i jus feel so insecure suddenly.. i very scared of everything..The love peom i wrote: Love causes pain and one of the reasons why love it's painful is ; seeing the one you love, love somebody else. Love isnt finding someone you can live with; its finding someone you can't live without. An example of so called "love" ; If you want to see a rainbow, you must go through rain. If you want true love, you must go through the pain. When you love someone it's nothing. When someone love you, its something. When you love someone & they love you back, it's everything. Love is all about going through pain and happiness. The most painful thing about love is the break-ups but that's just a proccess in life.. The one who will go through all the pain and happiness will be the one who go through with u for life... He/she will be the one who will love u for life... And by then you'll get the true happiness:) 12:57 AM
U have been causing so much PAIN
A good and a bad news...Good news is my sis is back!Really miss her loads manz...LOL...Bad news is i think Mr Y____ lose interest in me and giving me to Kah Ho or Ping Gui....When i told russel then he also say "he think u gift meh?"Wahlao...even russel say that...LOL...Tears jus keep rolling down my cheeks...And my heat aches like alot alot...Today,@ 2,went to take cert with Olivia...the cert bout the passing of PSLE and all... then at 4 went to the Hougang RC/CC play badminton and BASKETBALL Olivia,Kah Ho,Ping gui and Mr _____...LOL...FUN!:)but kinda tired...gonna to talk to Kah Ho,Olivia and Russel! LOL...love them!♥LoL... Thursday, December 10, 2009, 3:53 PM
HAiz...
i felt so sick today...as well as i'm super hot-tempered today...i wanna sleep...i very tired not physically but mentally...tired...i rather myself to be ugly and no one wans me...nobody woo...then i wun be like that...i jus 1 perosn to be right there for me...the perons sould know who he is..i no need to spell out..Wednesday, December 9, 2009, 10:48 AM
i miss my sis manz
i miss my sis alot sia...i wonder how is she doing now...i made Koon Tat angry liaoz...like super dead...i scared we cannot even be friends leh...i asked Chu Ting who is my nicest friend for help la...she angreed without saying any thing else...Chu ting really very nice... i love u, dear..and i miss u alot also...LOL... Tuesday, December 8, 2009, 2:04 PM
He seemed like avoiding me...
I called him alot alot alot of times today but he haven answered any of them..i wanna talk to him...Ystd,i went down to te playground to see him...he dun even wanna say hi to me can? wahlao...take his bike and ran away...quite angry though..then today dun wanna ans my phone calls...i called him over 10 times lorz...ARG...angry? sad? or dissapointed? i think all have ba...LOL...i jus wanna talk to him but he seemed like avoiding me...so sad sia...i dunno wad i did wrong and i cannot use the com for too long cos my house got cam later mummy see...LOL... today, woke up by Koon Tat ..he said he still like me all those la...then i rejected him..i know i very bad but i dun wanna blef him cos in my heart there's only one person...that's Mr Yau Zhong Ming... Saturday, December 5, 2009, 12:17 PM
second day without my sis...
i miss my sis man...it's only the second day and i miss her so much...i felt that without her,the fun and laughter is not there...like the house became so quiet and scary...i jus wish she's by my side,laughing with me, going through all the sun shine and darkness tgt..LOL...i jus feel very weird witout my sis...sianzxc...Of cos on the other hand i miss my friends...Arg..i jus wanna see them,play with them and enjoy the time with them...LOL...i miss and love them loads lor...now like nth to do at home de...everyday watch tv...cannot play com also...must secrectly use...very ma fan lor... On the other hand i miss my dar dar..LOL...miss him loads lor... Friday, December 4, 2009, 1:50 PM
Why divorce occur?
A perfect explain-er(that's wad a perfect explain-er thinks):Love maybe selfish in the eyes of other but also blind.But just between two eyes is beauty yet sorrow. Divorce usually occur becos of mainly 3 reason: former family,child,adultery but usually there is a lack of faith and trust in the marriageMe (that's wad i think):cos the feel to that person isn't there anymore? then wad's the point of being together...and the person can surely feel that u dun have that type of feelings for him/her anymore...if she/he dun dare to say then she/he will only feel more hurt...and u will feel guilty for doing so...Both will be miserable so it's better to divorce then both will feel better... 1:31 PM
I miss my sis!♥
My sis has jus step out of the house(20 mins) and i'm sobing alr...i miss her...i really do...i hope i can always be with her but i know she needs her time...LOL...i love my sis and i miss my sis...i only hope she can be happy always... i dun like/wan to see her sad...i know she've been very excited for this trip so i wish her all the best... haha... i jus wanna say no matter wad happens, she will be always be my sis...even if one day she dun wanna acknowlegde me, deep in my heart she will always be my sis...haizxc..i jus miss her loads!♥Thursday, December 3, 2009, 6:18 PM
haizxc...
i dunno wad to blog and it's so random... 11:54 AM
i dunno why i felt this way...
Silvester,I'm really sorry that i quarrel with u on ur birthday... i know u very sad...but u have to know i love u alot...i really do... Haizxc...if u dun believe there's nth i can say....Trust is hard to build but easy to be destroyed...my trust for everyone is like almost zero...But for my love ones like Mr Y____ is almost full liaoz...cos i always dun believe everyone then i always ask...really ar? u sure or not? dun blef me leh... i've been saying all these cos alot alot ppl blef me and i very scared my love ones blef me...i really very scared... Haizxc...i only can say i love u...and i'm scared u'll leave me..i think i'll stop here cos i dun wanna be so emo...i dun wanna say anymore...if u believe then good lor...if dun believe then maybe it's bcos we're not meant to be together...haizxc... Wednesday, December 2, 2009, 5:57 PM
Wahlao!
Wahlao! now silvester also wanna be like that! i'm dissapointed in him... really..i very sad la...haizxc...i dun care alr..since he wanna treat me like that and i very sad lor.. 3:53 PM
haizxc...i shouldn't have accepted..
I shouldn't have accepted Jing Heng...if i nv accept him then we maybe can be good friends...haizxc... i'm dumb to believe his sweet talk... i know he's nice and all but i shouldn't lor..now he dun even wanna talk to me leh...last time he also not like that one...i'm tired of all this..that's the only thing i can say... and i still wanna be friends with Jing Heng...mus he treat me like that?i once loved him so much before and he now treat me like that...in BGR before then cannot be friends meh? Jing Heng ask me not to befriend Leon and say that i'm not worth to be his friend...were got like that one? and that day when i was talking to Leon,Jing Heng was listening... haizxc...he betrayed me and all...Brothers are more important than girls.. i know...But...i dunno la.. i dunno if Jing Heng will see this...i'll be ur friend no matter wad cos i really treasure u as friend alot alot... same to Leon..they will always be my friends 4ever... and no matter wad happen... Jing Heng have left a very deep scar in my heart and some scars on my hands.. But i dun mind...As long as i loved him before and we have some happy times before...i dun mind... i jus wan everyone to be happy... cos i love everyone... Thanks silvester! I know u've been helping me all the way long and loving me too..i'll do that too... Mega loves to everyone no matter how bad they treat me♥ And no matter wad,they are my dearest darling! |