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TanSzeXuanClaire.

17061997
Attatched to CharmaineYongSzeYa
Loved by Caimei♥, Jessel, Charmaine, Fion, SweeKee, Jingmin, Shayne and a lot a lot:P
currently studying in Zhenghua Sec
Wants :
freedom!
My Sisters!♥
A simple life.

Love me if not leave me and stop the hurt you're giving me(:
love my friends as much as they love me.


Love is like a rainbow , if a person and stay by ur side and love you , care for you and go through everything with you and accept wadever shit you gave that person.That person wil be the one there for you when you need someone the most and cherish that person because you will never know when that person is gonna leave you♥."

CharmaineYongSzeYah

Attatched to CharmaineYongSzeYah♥
07041995
Anniversary on 7th. Married to her on 07062010♥
Whenever we have anything we dun wanna share or dun dare to share with others, we will turn to each other. We always have the trust in each other and understands each other's feelings well. We understand each other well and know why we do certain things in order not to get any hurt. We cherish each other, we will always lend a shoulder to each other

LimCaiMei

Baby Girl♥
30061997
We always tell each other our deep dark secret to each other and keep those secrets well , we promise not to reveal anything out (: We always love each other and promise that we wun be apart no matter what happens(: We always confide into each other when you dun dare to tell others what we think . We always comment on each otehr when we think that we ain't doing the right thing . I love you♥

OliviaHauXinYun

Came from this girl♥
27051997
Serangoon Sec
She gave birth to me,she always give me a big big scolding from her whenever i do smth wrong.. I always share my things with her . Although we ain't as close as last time but i still love her ,I will always cherish her , she treats me like her own♥ I will always lend a listening ear to her whenever she needs someone to turn to♥

ChuSweeKee

Sista(;
28021997
She's hyper, i knew her from the first day of sec sch, we share secrets and keep it to ourselves. We have fun together , we laugh together , we play together and had a lot fo our first times together . She's being loved by Jingminnie and me♥

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Sunday, June 13, 2010, 3:13 AM
You jus make me love you so much

突然好想你,想起我们噌经拥有的过去,好希望这一切能从来,你可以在对我好,你可以再爱我,你会再吃醋,你会在想我,你会再保护着我.

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Saturday, June 12, 2010, 6:11 PM
Heyyoo

Dylan and jonathan came my house for the math project today . FUN FUN FUN LOL. then we went fir KFC . Came back do some work lorh. Later gonna catch a movie with my family(:

JacobYangYongJun , i dunno wad makes me so obbsessed with u but i jus wanna tell u , i still love you.




Friday, June 11, 2010, 3:07 PM
难道我为你付出的还不够吗?

Woke up at 9 , use com till now . Rotting at home~ I'm bored , got grounded and can't go out:"( Msn him , asked him "why u like avoiding me like that?" Then he immesdiately appear offline , wth .

To:我最爱的人,JacobYangYongJun♥


可能这一切都是你给我的一场梦,一个只能让我回忆的过去吧.
我不想我们的过去只能够让我回忆,我从没有这么想一个人。
我常常在想你过的好吗,你有没有受伤,你开心吗,你需要人听你说话吗,你还需要些什么吗?
这些问题重复的在我脑海里,好像好像问你哦,可是我无能为力,只能默默地在你身后打听你的消息, 希望你一切安好,平安无事。
我真得很想问你“你还爱我吗?"
不管你答案是什么,我都会说“我依然那么深深的爱着你♥”

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Thursday, June 10, 2010, 5:03 PM
Nth cna change my love for u.

我愿意为了你付出我的一切。
为了你 ,我做了那么多的牺牲 ,你没看到,竟然会误会那么多东西。
你就好像是我的手臂 ,你爱我是我的一切。
人家说我爱你爱得无可救药 , 是真的吗?你感觉到了吗?
今天, 我想 ,我应该放弃了,放弃也许是最好的方法。
我真得很累 ,我抽了我写的字条。字条里写的是“他还是依然爱着你。”
我多么希望那时真的。当我很无助的时候,我抽了那个字条,他叫我不要放弃。
所以,我应该放弃还是不放弃? 我好乱哦。。




Wednesday, June 9, 2010, 9:43 PM
I dun wanna see Karen and Shaun like that

Went to Papa's office to work , damn tired now.Haizxc



Things after things are happening this few days. Kinda tired




Karen , if u wanna give up , i'm here to supprt u.




Tuesday, June 8, 2010, 9:58 PM
I miss those days.

Today , went to sch for remedial . Sat at the bench. Saw Karen and Felicia so they joined me. Then Karen went to tie hair , i do my math assesment , i guai hor? :P BHB. Then Sweekee & JingMin walked past me , tot i was a senior. WTF , i not that old can? Then Karen and Felicia came back, then went for math remadial . Watch tv and do assesment at home. Overall , rotting at home lah.


Yang yong jun jacob , I miss those memories. And everything i do i think of you , i jus wan u to know I still love u as muchh..

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Monday, June 7, 2010, 2:05 AM
Today...

Ystd , kns . I woke up at 10 plus. Go to Hougang Mall. Bought food , mummy pek cek ,scold me for nth lorh. Kb. Then went for my acting class , my teacher say i bu cuo:X i know i thick skin. Hehehe^^ Then went for dinner with Jie , GY ,Papa and Mummy. I saw the bball senior at the Kopitiam , even mummy say he very shuai sia. LOL.Then homed , wacth tv , talked my Charmaine bao bei and then Zake. Now use com .My Jie got red eye . Take care uh ,Jie . Dun pass it to me:X

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1:36 AM
Love u till like that . Got use mah?

Sometimes , i really wonder , wad pills u gave me ? Why i'm touched yet I cannot fall in love with the people.I wan ur love , I wan ur care , i know i will never be able to get it back lerh.




Saturday, June 5, 2010, 5:13 PM
无法控制爱你

我已经无法在控制我对你的爱。我还天真的以为这一切会变淡。
我一直告诉自己你没准受你对我的诺言和承诺,为何要那么支左去爱一个不爱我的人。
你对我所造成的伤害是无法想象的,我只是希望你会再次用男朋友的身份对代我。
如果能重新来过,你还会选者爱我吗?如果能重新来过,你还会选者牵我的手吗?
只有你才能给我要的幸福。我重来没有怪过你这样对待我因为我相信你有你的理由。
我想你,我爱你,我用不会离开你。




5:05 PM
I dunno wad i did wrong.

Today was a slacking day. WTH. Woke up at 1. Watch tv , use com , talk to Ronald . Then now back using com again.


Karen , i think the only way not to let too many ppl know wad i wanna say to u is here bah. Seriously , u're like the Claire last time , loving Shaun yet he's getting jealous over this and that , misunderstanding this and that but dun wanna clear it. I know now u dunno wad to do. You're confused , u can't get him out of ur mind right? Jus let nature take its course bah.Cheerup.

CaiMei , thanks for ur comments:D I'll rmb wad u said."don feel sad because he left...don shed a tear because he flirt...smile because he is still living...smile because he's still around you,talking to you :)" i will do so. U also okay? Cheerup:D Dun act strong uh.I will be here for u derh.


Charmaine Jie, i heard from someone u gonna drink today.Hope u din drink too much. Dun spill the beans out uh. Thanks for the port ystd. I dun wan u to say thankyou. I wan u to stop let us worrying for u.Ring us up:D

Stacia , I know u care for them but then sometimes , u have to let things go naturally lorh. It's them controlling all the things.


Ronald , sorry uh , nv call u on time. Have fun tonight.




Friday, June 4, 2010, 3:11 PM
I know u need us

Netball from morning till 12 plus.. Fun fun fun , friendly match mah. Zheng Hua won , whoots. Hillgrove too tensed ler lah. LOL. then now , back here blogging , fb-ing , msn-ing.


Chamaine Yong jie jie , I know u need us. We will always be here for u. Sorry for wronging and mistaking u again. Mistaking u for siding Clara. Haizxc. I dunno why , the more i trust someone , the more i'll be afraid of losing that someone. Maybe it's me who created all the troubles. If not because of me , Zake , Kenneth and Kian Keong wun wanna beat Jacob ,it's all my fault lorh. Since u have made the decision to wait for Kelvin then wait. Stop drinking , stop smoking , stop all the things that will hurt urself coz' it wun help. You will only make us , make him more worried. Nth will help if u do that also. We can get high with u , after awhile , u can't get high anymore , u can avoid everything for the time being but can u avoid it forever? Think wisely , you love him , he love you , there's a very big possibility u all can get back . Think positive. If there's any thing ring either Hanping , jacob or me up coz' i'm sure we wun say out ur secrets one. We will always be here for u. ai ni hen duo hen duo.


Olivia sister aka mummy , imissdieyou lerh. June , i'll be busy but i'm sure i'll be back by the december hols. I promise , this time wun break the promise lerh. I'm sorry for everything . Even if now u aren't with Timothy anymore , u can be alone without him. We dun need guys to survive , we gotta be strong(This applies to me as well). Hehe^^ Keep ur chio smiles on. Love ya ttm. Muackies.


Clara Jie , I know u wun be able to see this. But i can tell u , i'm disappointed , not because u like Jacob , it's because u lied to me , u said u dun like jacob. Wth , If u like then say lah , no one will stop u from loving him. I will even give my blessings . I jus hate it when ppl lie to me. You should know, i told u that time. I hope u will stay happy even without me this mei.


Jacob Yang Yong Jun kor , I tell u ,no matter how hard i try. No matter how many times i told myself to forget u. Now , i really treat u as my brother coz' i dun wanna lose u even as a brother. I still love u , i really do . I'm gonna heed to Charmaine Jie's advice , i'm gonna wait for u , i know there's still a little possibility that we can be tgt. I dunno how long this is gonna last. Like wad Steed say , Remembering someone is easy but then forgetting someone is hard. I can't forget u , i dunno why . You're the first guy that i'm so serious with. I nv wanna wait for any of my ex-es but then u.. i'm gonna wait. I'm certain bout it.I really hope i can wait till that day u finally call me darling and u finally say i love you to me again. I hope u can stay happy no matter wad happens. ILoveDieYou lerh. Muackies. I only can repeat wad Charmaine jie say , let nature take it's own course.

Zakery Lee Zi Li Pig, I shan't waste ur time anymore . I've made up my mind , i will nv stead unless he is gonna catch me back. It's kinda impossible but i'm gonna wait.I'll wait till the day i found someone i love. I dunno wad to do , i dunno how to face u. Coz' u really treat me very good yet i ... i .. i treat u like that .I'm sorry. I know my apologises will nv be enough.I'm sorry , really sorry. I believe u can find a better girl than u. It's like a waste of time, dun wait for me. I'm not worth u doing that. Stay happie:D As ur mei , i'll always be here for u.

Karen , keep ur sweet smiles on. Dun dwell so much. Everything will be alright. Stay happy with Shaun.. Love ya.

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Wednesday, June 2, 2010, 7:26 PM
I guess this will be a secret bah.

I found out that my bestie Clara like Jacob. I knew it. I dunno wad to do.. I found out i'm starting to hate Clara. I was with her all these while and after she regained her friends. I can't stop but to hate u.

I've sorted out. This few days i talked to zake ,it's jus a distraction. I found out i'm treating him as a substitute of jacob , i felt very bad bout it. My mind was all about Jacob when i talked to him. I found out i haven forget Jacob. I'm suffering here and there he is , liking my Clara jie.I dunno wad to do anymore. I really miss u , jacob yang yong jun. But i will still give u my blessings.

Steed kor , thanks for everything.

Charmaine jie , i dunno wad to say . I only very dissapointed that u side Clara. And seriously, i'm starting to hate her lerh. Nvm. I hope u all can be happy , that's all i can say bah. Goodluck for everything:D