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TanSzeXuanClaire.
17061997 Attatched to CharmaineYongSzeYa Loved by Caimei♥, Jessel, Charmaine, Fion, SweeKee, Jingmin, Shayne and a lot a lot:P currently studying in Zhenghua Sec Wants : freedom! My Sisters!♥ A simple life. Love me if not leave me and stop the hurt you're giving me(: love my friends as much as they love me. Love is like a rainbow , if a person and stay by ur side and love you , care for you and go through everything with you and accept wadever shit you gave that person.That person wil be the one there for you when you need someone the most and cherish that person because you will never know when that person is gonna leave you♥."
CharmaineYongSzeYah
Attatched to CharmaineYongSzeYah♥ 07041995 Anniversary on 7th. Married to her on 07062010♥ Whenever we have anything we dun wanna share or dun dare to share with others, we will turn to each other. We always have the trust in each other and understands each other's feelings well. We understand each other well and know why we do certain things in order not to get any hurt. We cherish each other, we will always lend a shoulder to each other
LimCaiMei
Baby Girl♥ 30061997 We always tell each other our deep dark secret to each other and keep those secrets well , we promise not to reveal anything out (: We always love each other and promise that we wun be apart no matter what happens(: We always confide into each other when you dun dare to tell others what we think . We always comment on each otehr when we think that we ain't doing the right thing . I love you♥
OliviaHauXinYun
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Came from this girl♥ 27051997 Serangoon Sec She gave birth to me,she always give me a big big scolding from her whenever i do smth wrong.. I always share my things with her . Although we ain't as close as last time but i still love her ,I will always cherish her , she treats me like her own♥ I will always lend a listening ear to her whenever she needs someone to turn to♥
ChuSweeKee
Sista(; 28021997 She's hyper, i knew her from the first day of sec sch, we share secrets and keep it to ourselves. We have fun together , we laugh together , we play together and had a lot fo our first times together . She's being loved by Jingminnie and me♥
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Thursday, November 25, 2010, 7:46 PM
You brighten my life , without you , i dunno how i'll be like . Thanks Dirty boii ! (: heheh
 13 Nov , SWEEKEE came my house , we camwhored and now on blog! heheh! ^^ Struggle the ginger bread man !(:  Retarded! HAH!  My smile is different when i was with you 'cause you're my sun (: Hmm , from 18th to 21st , i was working real hard , i dunno for wad also . Not for money , maybe just for wasting my time lorh ! LOLOL! For him i guess , i dun wanna bother him whole day , thinking of him , sheding tears , sound stupid! heheh . Then 22rd got match , against song kah sec and Dunearn sec , ZHENGHUA WON IN BOTH B AND C DIVISION!(: Heheh (: Talked to dirty boi otp daily now.. Then 23rd , back to work . No matter how tired i am , i will make time for you but you wan sleep mah , moreover , now you my friend only , i can't say anything... hais. Okay , then 24 nov , we got Netball carnival at Springfield sec , for c division , 1 won , 1 lost , 2 draw. Didn't get runner-ups! :( Nvm nvm , but at night , me and dirty boi , quarreled over smth , shan't elaborate! (: But in the end , we okay alr(: hehehe! I .. I love him as a friend ! opps , but he dun aye.* bite lips * Today , rotted at home lorh , wad else! Dirty boi not in good mood yet i can't do anything! :( I'm such a failure.. I'm sorry ... Go rest bahhh~ -him- , i'm really sorry , i didn't mean to... Hais , i'm a failure that can't make u happy. I'm really sorry... Labels: iloveyou, willalwaysbe♥ Wednesday, November 17, 2010, 11:20 PM
You'll never know how much it hurts.
 Love causes me to smile ,felt forturnate , love also cause hurt , heartbreaks , pain , tears and confusionWoke up and go for work as you usual~ I late siah!! I missed 4 buses. Like ALL full! :( Worked at Lalu at somewhere in orchard , shan't mention where eh , later people come and stalk me! HAHAH ! Damn Bhb horh? But then is true that a lot people wan stalk stalk me! LOLOL! I worked till 8.30 then bus-ed home . In between my work , i was about to cry then i hold onto my tears , whenever i tot of you , i will cry .. I dunno why ..Home-d safely , i'm sooo afraid , afraid of this and that , you know my house is at jelapang then so many ticko , so many things happened recently , scary you know? I'm so damn tired now.. :( Someone please tell me , wad should i do?! :( I miss the old me being well-loved by "you" :( .. Wad's wrong with everything..? Steed korkor also like .. wan end friendship with me... I very tired . Seriously , everything that happen around me is hurting me a lot. - Monday, November 15, 2010, 9:58 PM
I'm sooo tired... :(
I'm sooooo tired after jus Seven hours of work at LALU de centrepoint, I shall go bath and sleep~~~:'( -him- , using everything now jus not to think of you , missing you is the worst thing ever , the most painful thing ever.. Leaving your love life , maybe you can be happy but you'll never know how hard i try to hide my tears behind my fake smiles . I dun like to miss you , i dun like to love you . It's super painful , I'm seriously very tired of everything . I wanna talk to you , I wanna see you , I wanna love you but it's painful , is hurting. Can someone tell me wad to do . I seriously dunno wad to do eh. I wanna see you yet i dun wan to see you 'cause i'm soooooooo afraid of you losing you as my friend. Labels: ilovedieyou, willalwaysbe♥ Sunday, November 14, 2010, 7:49 PM
Rotting at homeeeeee~
SOWWIIEEE , not pics today! tmr sure have(:Ystd , 13 nov , Sweekee came to my house!(: We had loads of fun , afterwards , Chamayne sis had her 21st birthday party , it's 15 days to her bday!(: Hehe^^ Rotted at home the whole day today , haven been sleeping much:( Haizxc ... Taggies reply : It've been damn long i didn't reply all this tags , i'm sowwieee~ :'( Nisa : relink (: Reply : relinked(: Thanks for tagging babe(: Aku Cinta Kato : Hello! Tag and please Smile applenty Reply : Hello! I will try (: Hehe^^ thanks for tagging(: Zoeyng, : Tagged , dearie! Reply : Thanks dearie for tagging(: Nisa : I love you ^^random . i'm not in ur loved ones? :( Reply: i love you too! HAHA! Yesyes !You're in it(: Look carefully(:Thanks for tagging(: Wendy : Linkage needed:D Reply : I forgot your link!:( Thanks for tagging anyways(: Ronald : Tagges Reply : Thanks for tagging(: Claralyn : Relink me! Reply : I dun have ur link!(: (:Nisa : tag Reply : thanks for tagging Yimei : tag , and cheer up okay!!:D Reply : thanks for tagging. I will(: Karen : Yoyoyoyoyo ! Sorry , never reply your message , LOL Reply : Yoyoyoyoyo! HAHAs , it's okay(: Thanks for tagging babe(: Hehe^^ (:Nisa : Hey dear , don think negative okay? i'm sure you can be more opimistic babe(: cheer up babe Reply : Hey my dearr!(: Thanks for the concern and constantly reading my blog aye. (: I will cheer up (: Hahas , you also last long with him uh(: Jerwaynehtw : hey passedby , tagged (: Reply : Thanks for tagging babe(: PASSERBY : I read your blog. Like always those guys ignore you or whatever? Is it you hong or what ? No reason why guys always treat you like thia? Guys not meaning one only.. Like others .. idk who lah .. Or you tie them too tight liao? Like keep sms them then they feel like no freedom or irritating? I suggest you should concentrate on your studies instead of getting yoursels into all this sadness and hurt(: Take care(: Reply : Thanks for tagging(: HAHA , thanks for reading too. Hmmm , mind telling me who you are? Hmm , maybe is me who tied them too tight till they feel no freedom bah. Actually the last one not , if can , i would like to talk to you in privite and know who you are. i dun think you know the whole story so sometimes jus dun really comment on all this lah(: Yeah , perhaps i should just study but it's hard not to love anyone. But i think i wun alr ,it's too hurting alr. I've been like single for ard 7 months alr , i should keep the record(: Hehe^^Thanks for those comments too(: Labels: alwaysbe(:, ilovedieyou Friday, November 12, 2010, 10:35 PM
Hiding my pain and smile(:
 I had never knew you meant so much to me in the very beginning and i tried real hard to get you off my mind.As usual , only slept for around 4 hours. Hahas , better than the day before isn't it? I didn't sleep 1 hour uh(: Basically , rotted with Ryan at home~ It's really boring , i need to go out , i need to go to the beach and shout everything out loud loud , it's really hurting me now. Went for KFC with sis , Ryan , bro and with his 2 friend. I laughed real hard but true enough , it's fake . So funny eh. HAHA! Nth much happened actually , jus rotted and watched tv so on , used com , tried to smile /laugh as much as i could. I'll never know when i'm gonna break down so really tried hard to smile. OMGOMGOMG , my little pinkie is blueblack now , like whole pinkie you know? It hurts but my heart hurts even more. -him- , you'll never know how much i cried when actually , you're out there enjoying yourself . I dun think you really love me. It can't be jus 'cause of the incident then you have no feelings for me, it's jus an excuse perhaps. You just dun love me as much. But now , no matter wad happens , everything dun matter anymore , i jus wan your smiles to be back and not feeling bad about anything . It's me who chosen you and i have to regrets 'cause the pain is worth and those happy memories , i wun forget them. It really hurts real a lot when i think back but it's worth i guess. I heard that you're sad and only smiles to the camera , i wan you to be real happy. Jus promise me that simple thing , will you ? Labels: ilovedieyou Thursday, November 11, 2010, 7:24 PM
:')
 I can't fall asleep everynight without the presence of ur voice. And everytime i cry to sleep without fail.Woke up damn damn early for netball match today, we lost but all of us did our best(: My pinkie swell! He wun be sayanging me alr:( But nvm lah . We ended . Then cried and all , very tiring. Ystd , cried consecutive 7 hours , then only slept one hour , then today also held back my tears in sch and even smiled so natually , see i so strong man! :D I very happy i lidat! Haizxc. But it all ended. HAHA! Very funny right? Turn one bigbig round back to the same old place(: LOLOL! I laugh at myself man. Then rotted at home as usual~ Ate like quite hmm , haihao lorh. Bi jiao have appetite alr. HAHA! SeanGoh, we ended , everyone knows , it's so freaking obvious , i made it obvious derh lah (: Sorry uh , i say yill machiam we stead but we didn't. (: Hmm , got people try keep saying ur name mah , make it obvious better , better for both of us isn't it? It's like a finally , i rather you tell me the truth , at least i wun feel that hurt for so long. Actually , at the very beginning , i know i wil lhave today coz' of my paranoid-ness but then i chose to take a risk and love you wholeheartedly . Many people told me today , they alr expected coz' they've never seen you serious before. So , they say you will never. I tot that day you held my hands when you told me it have been 2 years since you last held a girl's hand , was soooooo happy and tot it will last but it's jus a week and everythng changed. But most of all , i wan you to be happy. No matter how hard i'll be sad or wadsoever , i dun wish you to feel bad or anything , i jus wan you to be happy(: I love the way you laugh , you smile , ur hyperness. (: Although , i really miss you but i really feel that the time spent with you is spend worthwhile. At least those moments , i knew i had you(: And i really enjoyed , really very much(: One last time , i love you .I wun say it again . And i'm sorry for wadever i've done . But glad that we're still friends. I will stop hurting myself(: Thanks for being there as my friend though , (: . At the very least , i will be here for you . Pardon me for being so annoying. Hope that you'll find someone you really love coz' i dun deserve ur anything , dun deserve ur love. I jus hope you'll be happy(: Your happiness will be the most important to me and nth else. I'll always be here for you as ur friend.(: Labels: ilovedieyou, willalwaysbe♥ 11:51 AM
Peekaboo~
 Hey there, hey clairetan! ^^ It's me, i'm here to blog for you. :D So sweet of me, :x Hahah, anyw, pwease cheer up~ Nobody wants to see you sad man, & i miss you ttm. :( Meet up soon hor! Luvchu. ♥ Wednesday, November 10, 2010, 10:16 PM
3 days of waiting , should i feel stupid or sad?
 dear hand , i didn't mean to hurt you .
Went to have fun with CharmaineDaBenDan , YachinShyShy , SitiShameShame && TheLaoUncleGuoLi (: Really had fun but i still think of him when i was having fun. I wonder if he does it the same. That uncleguoli keep disturbing or SitiShameShame lorh.. Eeeeee , he very ungentlement horh. No lah , actually , compared to alotof guys , he's alr very gentlement! He's very nice though . LOL! But he recently seemed to be very shag . Hey uncleuncle! Cheerup leh! Hmm , hope so. Home-d at 5 plus then com , com , text ,text . Chatted with baby for 9 minutes , said will chat with me later but he didn't Tmr will be having netball , shall try to lie on my bed and have some rest bah:( I really dun wish to think so much but i can't , i'm afraid and too afraid.. :( AngGuoLiUncle! Cheerup leh! You damn emo siah , i know you not happy 'cause ur girlfriend so on lah but cheerup lah! Anything come and talk to me alright? I will always be here as ur friend aye. Although i'm like more emo than you but i'll still be here (: Safe the best for the last , my dearest's turn alr~! SeanGohWeiDeBaby , I can be waiting every night but if your msges dun turn up , there's no use . I can only wait like some idiot i guess , it's retribution , it is , confirm .. I need you and you ain't around , you should know , i very shag , i know today you very dulan over smth , shan't say the reason why . Hmm , it have been 4 days since proper chat . Or should i say is after that incident , you start not to treat me as well as you do last time . Yea , it's my fault not to uh but i hope we can forget bout everything aye. I dun wanna live in the past lah(: I dunno if you wanna continue this kinda relationship , most of my friends are telling me "give up , give up " . Somehow i guess i should but also , i can't bear to coz' i really love you , but , do you ? I'm too afraid of the answer.. Seriously , i am :'( You're once like my torch that i used to shine the darkest path i'm walking through but now you're the reason why i'm in my darkest path , crying alone , thinking wad should i do. It's 2 plus , i shall off my com and go for bed ... I hope i'll be able to sleep and not wet my pillow with tears. Labels: ilovedieseangohweide♥ Tuesday, November 9, 2010, 11:45 PM
It suck !:(
Dun have to mood and dun feel like saying anything now , today was a horrible day trying to fake my smiles and all , it's irritating but i still have to . Didn't have a chance to talk to baby at all ! And have been waiting for his call , his msg! Freaking FUCKED UP NOW ! I shall go and lie on my bed , freaking dulan now but controlling my bad temper. WAD SHOULD I DO WITHOUT UR EXISTANCE ! Argghhh , i need you badly man but you ain't here . Nvm , i know you're tired but jus can't talk to you for a day made me feel so ... nvm , i jus miss you , that's all .. i'm starting to get more and more afraid that you'll leave me jus because i tie you too tightly. I alr kicked my habit of talking to guys on the phone alr . Wad more you wan from me? I'm starting to think that i made the wrong chioce but i hope i didn't and really hope it's jus a lie , i dun wish myself to think that i'm lying to myself and always making myself think that you're really busy.. Labels: ilovedieseangohweide♥ 1:27 AM
Pain is all i encounter.. :'(
 You're all i ever wanted , you're all i ever need , you're the one and only.Updating that wad happened on 7 nov and 8 nov. hmm , haven been a great one . Rotted at home on 7 nov , nth much so shan't elaborate till at night , it was seriously a disaster man . Papa quarreled with mummy and i'm caught in the middle , not knowing wad to do , not knowing wad to say.. Luckily , SeanBaby walked me through everything (: Hehe^^ He damn sweet derh lorh(: Despite him being very tired , he still talk to me. Hehe^^ But asked him to go orhorh coz' he got sch the next day , aren't i sweet? :P 8 Nov , woke up jus because my phone kept vibrating and i can't take it! I woke up with 14 msges at ard 11 . And yea, it's late so decided to wake up(: Then went to sch with sweetheart Felicia to sch at ard 1pm to collect report book , in the end , Ms Angela didn't place it where she say she would!-.- I dun like I dun like , wad's wrong with her man! Then went to find miss ang to see if report book is with her but it's not~Then sweetheart and i when on the way home , i saw sean with his malay friends ! Confirm plus chop chop , huhu~ing lah , like duh~ Then came my house to slack slack awhile (: Hehe^^ talked and all (: high mah , i see sean leyy! heheheheh^^ Love him to the very maxmax man! Then send Felicia to the LRT station , i see him again!(: Hehe^^ Shouted very loud yet he didn't hear , he was wearing earpiece-.- LOL! Then home to use com and all , texted , blahblah , daily routine , eat , text , use com , watch tv.Then mum asked me to call , now she's overseas mah , she ask me to off com and finish all my assesments. Make me cry again and tired of my life. Ryan is at my house naoo~ We're "opening lan shop" man!(: HAHA! So boring~ okayokay , shall end here , guess you all are damn bored right? Alright , shall update soon ~ Byeeeee~ Baby, thanks for being there hearing me cry and talk everything out when i seldom tell others about my family... You're all i ever need when i have to pick those little pieces shattered heart on the floor . It's a tough period i'm going through now , no one will understand the hurt . But i always rmb smth , i'm not the most pathetic person in the world , there are more people who are worse than me. I jus have to think positively jus as how you always do but sometimes it's hard . Hmm , i need you naooo~ But it's okay , i know you're tired and you're in ur lala land now , you've sch tmr baby!(: I promised you not to think so much so i wun alright? I trying to though , it's hard when so many things are occuring at the same time and i seriously , i dun like it! :( But Hehe^^ , nvm , I love you , always(: Andandand , sorry for all the troubles on facebook , i know my god brothers didn't mean it , they're jus too over-protective of me only , dun take it too heart alright ? I dun mean to wake you up in the middle of the night jus to entertain all those things. I know you pekcek when you called me and horh , even shouted at me but i still softsoft talk 'cause i know my god-brothers are at fault and i know you didn't mean to do it , i know you're tired so didn't blame you or wad .. I'm jus kinda pekcek over you treating me lidat aye . I dun like i dun like!:( But i still love you like super much and i pormised you not to leave you so i wun alright? Dun be soooo worried lahh~ To the guy whom said on facebook that he will stalk me everyday , you can think that you're stupid or wadsoever , it's like i can tell you , you ain't but if you chose to do so , i have nth i can say yea? You said you once trust me , yea , that i know. But if you've chose to trust me , please dun regret wad you did 'cause you can't rewind the time so stop thinking , regreting over wad happen have no use , it's ur mentallity that counts. Look forward and go for a better one. You say you will definitely lose to me when you reason with me , is not because anyone is siding me , it's because you have the mentallity that everyone side me and i can tell you not all. Maybe some things i did dun deserve ur trust but think , if you really trust me , you wun get affected and a single bit shaken over wad others say , ask yourself truefully , you really once trust me and dun give a damn about how others say about me? Yes, love is a very strong word , that's wad i told you and in fact ours didn't last , the problem lies in me , not you . You asked me why i said it when it didn't last , my answer is because i thought it will but both of us ended up with much hurt. You said , if such little things can make me sad , you will be the most pathetic person but ask yourself , you really know wad i'm going through now? A lot of hurt came from family and so on , you dunno anything , you dun have the same family background as me and you'll never know how vulnerable i can be when i encoounter this kinda thing . It's hurting me alot aye yet you dunno anything and post a lot of facebook. Birds of the same feather flock together? Referring to who? Me and Sean? Ask urself , do you really know Sean very well? Yes ,i admit , he might flirt at times but i know deep down , the one he loves is me . That's enough , hmm , about me flirting ? It's the past perhaps , i'm only focusing on Sean now. I know this hurts but i still have to tell you . I'm sorry. Some love dun last 'cause i always believe , everything is fated and we cannot change anything. Some couples might last and be lovey dovey but after awhile , they might break , why? 'Cause they dun have the fate to be tgt . I know you might think all this are excuses but i really dun wanna hurt you further , i wan you to wake up and move on . I alr moved on , it's ur turn to do it man! There are a lot factors that makes me unhappy too . Not only you alright? we both have our things to worry aye .Anyways , i wish you all the best in everything(: And of cos , you'll definitely find a girl better than me . And most importantly , stay happy. Jus very tired of my life now and wanna hide everything from reality . It's 02 : 45 alr and i should go and sleep. Nightnight everyone!(: Labels: ilovedieseangohweide♥ Saturday, November 6, 2010, 10:28 PM
Olivia chatted with me otp!(;
 20 things that i wan you to know about me (: In fact is every girl wan guys to know(:Basically , rotted at home THE WHOLE DAY! But chatted with OLIVIAHAUXINYUN! Hehehehehe^^ So fun worhhhhh~ Then in between mum came home! Break the fun you mei you! Wahlao eh! :( Then did some assesments , was forced to so yea, not guai . Then went to BPP for dinner . Missed the chance of talk to my baby:'( I miss him like super much nowasdays ! :"( He was tired after a whole day of being an artist that's why i asked to go and sleep although i very much wan him to accompany me and chat with me on the phone BUTBUTBUT I can't bear to see him being tired so yea.. let him sleep lorh. Obsessed with him lorh!:( baby , i miss you super much , didn't get a chance to talk to you today!:( I wan cry liao!!!:( Mummy , I saw how papa treat you jus now lorh ,like damn damn bad hao bu hao! I dun like i dun like:( I see alr also heart pain siahh . I know it's unbearable , i didn't mean to shout or rebilious but sometimes i jus cannot take it eh. I'm sorry mum , i know it's impossible for you to know i said sorry here but no matter you can see or not. I'm sorry mummy! I will miss you when you're away in china , my tears were about to drop when you ask me to self discipline and do my work. I hope that you'll come back safely from ur trip aye and and and , take care of urself. Love ya! Labels: ilovedieseangohweide♥ 4:24 PM
Hole & banana. ;)
Hello ladies & gentlemen, it's Oliviahau here~ :) Clairetan asked me to post, I'm so honoured. Currently otp with her after so many many months~ Hahah, I love her. Kk, idk what to post. Bye~ Friday, November 5, 2010, 6:41 PM
Baby , sorry for everything && I love you!(:
 Baby , i wun do this again , i promise you (: I love you!(: The first time i see you , you're jus a total ticko ! Please refer to the post on 19 July :P The disgusting guy part:P keke^^Overall , jus rotted at home~ LOLOL! In between quarreled with baby over some stuffs AGAIN!I dun like i dun like i dun like~ baby , sorry , i should have trusted you more, i promise you , i will the next time. Choy! I dun wanna have to next time alr. i scared scared , you so fierce:P Hmm , thanks for ur forgiveness my dearr~ No one is better than you. Opps , like now is sweet talking you worh . But yeah , it's the truth mah . Who ask you so nice to everyone including girls then make me jealous :( Humph! So mean one. I dun like i dun like ! :( Seriously , you can go and die lorh! Nonono , cannot , i will sadsad . I dunno lah , always LAZY reply me! Okay lorh , fine , you good! You always lidat , i can see you online and commenting on others' status or post on others' wall , why can't you jus reply me? Jus tell me u're busy , i will let you do ur things wad. Seriously , i dunno wad i wan , wad you wan. Labels: ilovedieseangohweide♥ Thursday, November 4, 2010, 7:22 PM
Loving someone too much really hurts at times .
.jpg) Loving someone , caring for someone too much is a burden , is a pain coz' you'll get paranoid.
Woke up several times. I woke up coz' i keep dreaming bout my baby , i dreamt of him telling me " the reason why i dun wanna stead with you is coz' i dun wanan settle down " So on , wahlao . Scare die me. Didn't sleep well the whole night. Then woke up late for the netball. Didn't plan to go , then the MS PEk call call call! Make people pekcek siahhh! Then went to sch .. Netball-ed , play really bad siah. Hmm , afterwards i went home. Otw , i saw SEANGOH !:P I was like typing my msg lorh , i didn't notice him!!! Aren't i stupid. I should take a glance more at him! I Miss him!:( Very tired. Used com the whole day alr..Then saw smth i dun wish to see:( I send a very hurting msg to baby .. :( Sorry uh baby. It came out of my mouth like at that point when i'm angry .. I'm sorry , i dun mean wad i say.. :( I know it spoils ur mood..Then i shagshag till we called , i alr put everything aside , it's ur turn (: Smile alright baby! Baby , I know it's all my fault , jus promise me your smile , your laugh , will be seen , will be heard again .I finally know seeing you happy then i will be real happy. Yea, i agree , loving someone is not all about possesing him or being obsessed with him. Sorry for not giving you any freedom , Sorry for mistrusting you , sorry for so over-protective , sorry for asking so much from you & sorry for everything i did that hurted you. I promise you alright? I wun do that again , i wun , i promise i wun . I jus wan you o smile again. I jus wanna hear ur laugh again coz' your laugh is the best sound i ever heard . laughing at my stupidness while sheding tears of pain. So funny eh. I shall go sleep also , tmr will be a better day! Labels: ilovedieseangohweide♥ Wednesday, November 3, 2010, 8:10 PM
Happy Brithday SeanGohWeeTeck:P~!
 Coz' those lovely words are from ur mouth and those words made me can't stop thinking about it.Didn't sleep well last night , kept waking up and see how much time i left to sleep and know that i quarelled with my mum , i'm afraid of her not allowing me to go.:( I woke up for ard 5-6 times to check phone for the time . Luckily , she allowed~!Prepare , prepare , prepare then Felicia Sweetheart came my house first then Caimei Sweetie came. On the dot 13 30 , Sean called . we meet at 12 45 then those guys soooooooo kanchiong! Headed to Causeway afterwards , watch "Child's Eye" , not that scary actually(: Hehe^^ I only very cold nia. Then went for pastamania , i really not hungry then they keep force me eat-.- In the end , i share with sweetheart lorh!(: LOLOL! He open the present and found out it was condom! keke. Went home afterwards , it's like time flies~ I miss him. I texted him but he didn't reply , saw those comments on fb , i know that he isn't asleep , nvm lorh , i shall wait till 10 and shall hold back my temper. I should give in~ i shall hold my temper back:'( Had a funfunfun day with that birthday boy SEANGOH ,weechong , Felicia , Caimei ,Jeffrey!(: hehehehehehe^^ Labels: ilovedieseangohweide♥ |
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