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TanSzeXuanClaire.
17061997
Attatched to CharmaineYongSzeYa
Loved by Caimei♥, Jessel, Charmaine, Fion, SweeKee, Jingmin, Shayne and a lot a lot:P
currently studying in Zhenghua Sec
Wants :
freedom!
My Sisters!♥
A simple life.
Love me if not leave me and stop the hurt you're giving me(:
love my friends as much as they love me.
Love is like a rainbow , if a person and stay by ur side and love you , care for you and go through everything with you and accept wadever shit you gave that person.That person wil be the one there for you when you need someone the most and cherish that person because you will never know when that person is gonna leave you♥."
CharmaineYongSzeYah
Attatched to CharmaineYongSzeYah♥
07041995
Anniversary on 7th. Married to her on 07062010♥
Whenever we have anything we dun wanna share or dun dare to share with others, we will turn to each other. We always have the trust in each other and understands each other's feelings well. We understand each other well and know why we do certain things in order not to get any hurt. We cherish each other, we will always lend a shoulder to each other
LimCaiMei
Baby Girl♥
30061997
We always tell each other our deep dark secret to each other and keep those secrets well , we promise not to reveal anything out (: We always love each other and promise that we wun be apart no matter what happens(: We always confide into each other when you dun dare to tell others what we think . We always comment on each otehr when we think that we ain't doing the right thing . I love you♥
OliviaHauXinYun
Came from this girl♥
27051997
Serangoon Sec
She gave birth to me,she always give me a big big scolding from her whenever i do smth wrong.. I always share my things with her . Although we ain't as close as last time but i still love her ,I will always cherish her , she treats me like her own♥ I will always lend a listening ear to her whenever she needs someone to turn to♥
ChuSweeKee
Sista(;
28021997
She's hyper, i knew her from the first day of sec sch, we share secrets and keep it to ourselves. We have fun together , we laugh together , we play together and had a lot fo our first times together . She's being loved by Jingminnie and me♥
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Tuesday, November 9, 2010, 1:27 AM
Pain is all i encounter.. :'(
You're all i ever wanted , you're all i ever need , you're the one and only.
Updating that wad happened on 7 nov and 8 nov. hmm , haven been a great one . Rotted at home on 7 nov , nth much so shan't elaborate till at night , it was seriously a disaster man . Papa quarreled with mummy and i'm caught in the middle , not knowing wad to do , not knowing wad to say.. Luckily , SeanBaby walked me through everything (: Hehe^^ He damn sweet derh lorh(: Despite him being very tired , he still talk to me. Hehe^^ But asked him to go orhorh coz' he got sch the next day , aren't i sweet? :P 8 Nov , woke up jus because my phone kept vibrating and i can't take it! I woke up with 14 msges at ard 11 . And yea, it's late so decided to wake up(: Then went to sch with sweetheart Felicia to sch at ard 1pm to collect report book , in the end , Ms Angela didn't place it where she say she would!-.- I dun like I dun like , wad's wrong with her man! Then went to find miss ang to see if report book is with her but it's not~Then sweetheart and i when on the way home , i saw sean with his malay friends ! Confirm plus chop chop , huhu~ing lah , like duh~ Then came my house to slack slack awhile (: Hehe^^ talked and all (: high mah , i see sean leyy! heheheheh^^ Love him to the very maxmax man! Then send Felicia to the LRT station , i see him again!(: Hehe^^ Shouted very loud yet he didn't hear , he was wearing earpiece-.- LOL! Then home to use com and all , texted , blahblah , daily routine , eat , text , use com , watch tv.Then mum asked me to call , now she's overseas mah , she ask me to off com and finish all my assesments. Make me cry again and tired of my life. Ryan is at my house naoo~ We're "opening lan shop" man!(: HAHA! So boring~ okayokay , shall end here , guess you all are damn bored right? Alright , shall update soon ~ Byeeeee~ Baby, thanks for being there hearing me cry and talk everything out when i seldom tell others about my family... You're all i ever need when i have to pick those little pieces shattered heart on the floor . It's a tough period i'm going through now , no one will understand the hurt . But i always rmb smth , i'm not the most pathetic person in the world , there are more people who are worse than me. I jus have to think positively jus as how you always do but sometimes it's hard . Hmm , i need you naooo~ But it's okay , i know you're tired and you're in ur lala land now , you've sch tmr baby!(: I promised you not to think so much so i wun alright? I trying to though , it's hard when so many things are occuring at the same time and i seriously , i dun like it! :( But Hehe^^ , nvm , I love you , always(: Andandand , sorry for all the troubles on facebook , i know my god brothers didn't mean it , they're jus too over-protective of me only , dun take it too heart alright ? I dun mean to wake you up in the middle of the night jus to entertain all those things. I know you pekcek when you called me and horh , even shouted at me but i still softsoft talk 'cause i know my god-brothers are at fault and i know you didn't mean to do it , i know you're tired so didn't blame you or wad .. I'm jus kinda pekcek over you treating me lidat aye . I dun like i dun like!:( But i still love you like super much and i pormised you not to leave you so i wun alright? Dun be soooo worried lahh~To the guy whom said on facebook that he will stalk me everyday , you can think that you're stupid or wadsoever , it's like i can tell you , you ain't but if you chose to do so , i have nth i can say yea? You said you once trust me , yea , that i know. But if you've chose to trust me , please dun regret wad you did 'cause you can't rewind the time so stop thinking , regreting over wad happen have no use , it's ur mentallity that counts. Look forward and go for a better one. You say you will definitely lose to me when you reason with me , is not because anyone is siding me , it's because you have the mentallity that everyone side me and i can tell you not all. Maybe some things i did dun deserve ur trust but think , if you really trust me , you wun get affected and a single bit shaken over wad others say , ask yourself truefully , you really once trust me and dun give a damn about how others say about me? Yes, love is a very strong word , that's wad i told you and in fact ours didn't last , the problem lies in me , not you . You asked me why i said it when it didn't last , my answer is because i thought it will but both of us ended up with much hurt. You said , if such little things can make me sad , you will be the most pathetic person but ask yourself , you really know wad i'm going through now? A lot of hurt came from family and so on , you dunno anything , you dun have the same family background as me and you'll never know how vulnerable i can be when i encoounter this kinda thing . It's hurting me alot aye yet you dunno anything and post a lot of facebook. Birds of the same feather flock together? Referring to who? Me and Sean? Ask urself , do you really know Sean very well? Yes ,i admit , he might flirt at times but i know deep down , the one he loves is me . That's enough , hmm , about me flirting ? It's the past perhaps , i'm only focusing on Sean now. I know this hurts but i still have to tell you . I'm sorry. Some love dun last 'cause i always believe , everything is fated and we cannot change anything. Some couples might last and be lovey dovey but after awhile , they might break , why? 'Cause they dun have the fate to be tgt . I know you might think all this are excuses but i really dun wanna hurt you further , i wan you to wake up and move on . I alr moved on , it's ur turn to do it man! There are a lot factors that makes me unhappy too . Not only you alright? we both have our things to worry aye .Anyways , i wish you all the best in everything(: And of cos , you'll definitely find a girl better than me . And most importantly , stay happy. Jus very tired of my life now and wanna hide everything from reality . It's 02 : 45 alr and i should go and sleep. Nightnight everyone!(:Labels: ilovedieseangohweide♥
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