Disappointments.

Again and again disappointments, I really tried to smile today, I really tried. ): But sadly, I only wann th people by my side to be happy even if, I'm not. It's alright if I'm not okay now, I'm strong I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I will be! ): But, I wonder why am I so affected over you. Can you please, dun mean so much to be. I'll be tired for caring so much. I dun wanna love someone so much anymore. Those lies, really pains me. Why am I always kept in the dark. We once promised, no lies between us, but, why is all this happening? Please, dun lie anymore. It hurts. I rather to be hurt by the truth than to be kept in the lies and thought that I'm actually happy when I dunno what you're doing behind my back. I wann to be happy with you without lies, can we? ): Promises broken and broken again.. What's next? ): I hate myself for caring so much.

Love, Lies, Hurt, Disheartened, Shattered, Lost. And the cycles goes on.