It's just I dun wann you to be hurt, korkor..

Sorry, I guess I've to trash everything out here again, readers, this post is not for you all, specially for my beloved korkor.
When Nut told me, I really couldn't take it.. It's not because you're my ex, it's because I clearly know she won't be the one. Seriously, I dun wann any of my closer ones to get hurt. If any of my closer ones would to be like you, I'd sure do the same. I shed tears, because you're my beloved korkor, the korkor i love, i dote on, the most. I know I cherish you a lot. Because I know so much about here, I clearly know you all's character, it won't last.. I dun wann one day you come back to me saying, "Mei, I should have listen to you, so that I won't get hurt.. I regretted.." And she one day come back to me saying, "Mummy, I finally know why you dun allow us to be together.." I dun wann one day, it become our regret.. I dun wanna regret letting you all get together and break up like how you and I ended. I regretted hurting you, I won't allow another relationship to hurt you again. My dearest beloved kor.. The first time I shed so much tears because of .. A person relationship? Because I pekcek? Because I'm .. disappointed?
It's not that she's not good, it's not that I wanna break you all up, it's just, I wann the best for you.. No matter what happens, I've said my piece, I hope you can listen to my advice and yeah, I'll respect your decision.. Kor, thanks for everything, I love you.