It's hurts. Just that I kept everything within me.

I hand the key of my heart to you, please dun lose this key, don't allow our love to be lost.

This week was quite okay 'cause I did some of my homework, never kenna scolding so jialat uhh(: Good news is Weiguang and Rachael patched! Last longggggg uhh!(: Hmm, lost my sisters. Kinda painful yet have to accept. And, family wise, hmm, quarrels one after another. I need a break! Studies, I'm getting from bad to worse! ): I dunno how, I need someone to help me concentrate, I need someone to help me, FML! Why can't I be independent a little more! CLAIRE TAN! Can you like wake up and stop getting so emotional unstable?! )':

Caimei, yeahh, we've drifted, a lot. I swear. Just hope we'll be better, take care.

Charmainelaopo, thanks for being by my side. Thanks for every single thing you did for the sake of me. (: I love you(:

Shayne, glad to be friends with you seriously. (:

Rachael and Weiguang, last long uhh!(:

QihannLaogong, you dun always have to pretend that you're strong. There's no need to prove that everything is alright when sometimes it isn't. You don't have to be concerned of what others think and say about you. Cry if you need to, it's better to cry everything out 'cause then, you'll be able to smile and I'll be able to seeyour sunny-like smile again. Seeing ur smile make me happy. I promise, I'll be by ur side, through all ur hard times and also, enjoy all those happy moments we have. No matter what happens, i'll always be here for the sake of you. You went overseas ystd and I even quarrelled with you. )': I feel so useless. I'm sorry, I'm too sensitive that I get jealous once you text girls. And even, you short reply me. I hope you'll put urself into my shoes. You get jealous when I text guys so I stopped, I short reply them. But, you seemed to take it for granted. You short reply me when you're texting girls. What is this seriously. I've been tolerating, but this is getting too far. When you're with me, we're really happy. But, when we're not together physically, you made me feel insecure. I'm so afraid one day you'll leave me and find me irritating and too 'sticky' 'cause I really gave up everything for you..I'm sorry, I'm useless. I love you..

I'm a senstive girl, I will know 'cause I can sense something isn't right when it isn't. I get jealous easily, I get hurt easily. I like somebody easily, I love someone wholeheartedly. All I get in the end was hurt and just hurt. I don't let go of things easily. I can say but I won't do it 'cause I'm softhearted. I don't like to be one, because I know I'll be cheated and hurt all over again. Sometimes, i wish some guys are different, a guy that will love me wholeheartedly, without flirting, a guy who treats me like his princess but I think no guys would like that...